I have spent the whole day sitting on the floor, with my back against the wall and Jc was on the other side of it. People came up constantly asking Jc what happened. He just responded with, I fucked up.
We were indirecting each other on Twitter and he tried texting me. It was late and I needed to get out of my room and get some food so, I texted in the group chat.
J- Hey. Is Jc still outside my door?
M- yea
A- what happened between you two?
E- He never told us the whole story
J- i'll tell you guys in person. But i need to get out of my room.
E- I'll get him out but I need someone to do it with me.
M- I will
A- and then u can tell me what happened and I'll tell them later
J- thank you
I listened as Mariana, Erica, and Trevor, go up to Jc.
"Jc, you need to give her some space" Mariana suggested.
"Look, we can talk about it if you want just, not in front of her room." Erica explained.
"Okay" Jc agreed. He got up and headed where ever and Ana knocked on my door, when he was gone.
I opened the door and I tackled Ana in a hug, needing one. She hugged back and I starting to cry again. We released our hug and headed downstairs.
I saw Kian, Sam, Ricky, and Connor all look at me coming down the stairs with Ana. I also, tackle all of them in a group hug.
"Hey guys" I laughed.
"Hey" they all replied. I went to the kitchen, with them following me and I made a sandwich.
"So, what happened between you and Jc?" Sam cautiously asked.
"So, Jc was introducing me to Dom and everything was going great, until Dom said you banging that to Jc. Dom tried to high-five Jc without me noticing but I did and then Dom was like just kidding. I was pissed so I stormed off and Jc finally got the memo that I was pissed, and we talked. I felt like I was just a girl he could bang and thats where it all started." I informed.
"So basically its all Dom's fault" Kian summed up.
"I don't blame Dom. I mean it was Jc decision to high five him and do nothing about it. I just wanted him to- I just wanted Jc to stick up for me and say something... anything to make me feel like I wasn't that girl" I explained.
"He wasn't thinking. I'm sure it was just a slip up" Ana assured.
"I don't know. Maybe it was but it feels like this is the start of something. I don't know what, but it can't be good" I explained.
"And its all ever since Dom entered this house. Wasn't it?" Connor asked.
"Yea" I nodded.
"What do you think is happening" Ricky asked.
"I can't tell right now. But I'll find out" I stated.
"Do you think you will make it through whatever is happening?" Connor asked.
"I have hope in us. I won't stop fighting. But I don't know. I'm gonna work hard to make sure we do but if he isn't trying, then whats the point?" I asked.
"You two are strong. You'll make it through" Kian supported and everyone agreed. I smiled and finished eating.
"Okay guys. I'm gonna go to bed. It's been a long day" I informed. "Good night"
I gave them all hugs but when it came to Ana, I dragged her to my room.
"Can you go get the other girls?" I asked.
"Yea" Ana said.
"Thank you" I smiled.
It took her about 5 minutes to get them.
"Hey" They all said in unison, walking in.
I got up and gave them all hugs. We sat on the bed.
"So, did you find out what happened" I asked Mariana and Erica.
"No. But Jc was so sweet he was talking about you in such a good way. You gotta watch the video" Mariana exclaimed.
"What video?" I questioned.
"She recorded Jc saying this really sweet stuff about you" Erica explained.
"Look watch" Mariana told me. She was hiding her phone, so Jc didn't see her. And he was crying.
"I'm so stupid" I listened to Jc say. "I had the perfect girl. All guys want a girl, that'll kiss them, in front of other guys. They want a girl that steals your shirts and kisses. They want one that would dance in the rain with them, shows them off to there friends. They want girls that like adventure. They want the type of girl that cares so much, she'll do anything to keep the relationship healthy. They want ones who love and are good at cuddling. They want ones that pay attention, when you are talking about your passion. They want a type of girl that could change from a Saturday night to a lazy Sunday morning in a couple seconds. All guys want girls who are loyal, caring, beautiful, generous, adventurous, funny, smart. All guy want her and I had her."
"You still have her" Erica explained. I wiped a few tears away.
"I don't know about that." Jc argued. "I love that girl so fucking much. All of her. Not just her body. Not just her personality. Not just her humor. Every single bit of her, I love. I fucked up so badly. I should have stood up for her. I should have proved to her, she's more to me than that. I should've done, what she would do for me. I should have kept her happy. I'm her boyfriend, thats what I was suppose to do but I failed. I failed and I might have lost her, in the process"
"Jc, I don't think you lost her. She just needs time" Trevor assured.
"Time is overrated" Jc said and it caused me to laugh.
The video ended and I started sobbing. I love that boy, so fucking much.
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