Chapter 37: Not Ready

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Its the middle of the night, everyone else fell asleep, I think. I couldn't sleep tonight, again. I got off the couch and went to the kitchen. I saw Kian, up in the kitchen.

"Hey Jill" he greeted.

"Hi." I said, still pissed off and sad about him forgetting about me

"Whats up with you? You never wake up in the middle of the night, like this?" He asked me.

"I don't know" I lied.

"I'm your twin. I know when you are lying. Jill, just tell me, why you can't sleep?" Kian commanded.

"I'm not in the mood, Kian" I told him.

"What happened? Did something happen between you and Jc?" He continued asking.

"Like you even care" I exclaimed.

"Jill, of course I care. You're my sister" he tells me.

"Well, when I came home, you weren't that excited to see your sister" I stated. he couldn't respond. "Kian, look I can't do this, right now. But I'm saying this now, Ricky has been more of a brother to me today, than you."

"What are you trying to say?" He asked me.

"Figure it out. Your smart, enough to." I said.

I got upstairs, and started unpacking everything, since I couldn't sleep and I had nothing else to do. I quickly tweeted somthing.

Jillian Lawley @ JLawley

I'm loosing, my twin...

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Its the next day. We all decided to go to an amusement park on the beach, today. Everyone, including Andrea was going.

I was wearing a lose Superman Tank-top, jean ripped shorts, black and floral snapback, vans, and a black and silver back-pack.

Mariana, Erica, Ana, and Andrea were all wearing almost the same thing as me, but a different style (like, the designs on the tanktop, etc)

We finally got there, and we went on a lot of rides. Played a lot of games. We all knew, we came here to get out mind off things, and that's definitely what happened. Kian kept trying to talk to me, but I mostly ignored him, me and Jc haven't talked, me and Andrea seem to be getting along but there's soemthing, I don't like about her.

Its later, on in the day and the sun was going down. We were all at the beach, on blankets, watching the sun go down. I was sitting in between Jc and Mariana.

We were all talking and laughing. We all sorta got quiet, when the sun was finally setting.

"Its so beautiful" I exclaimed.

"Just like you" I heard Jc whisper.

Without thinking, I laid back on him and rested my head on Jc's shoulder. And we stayed like that until, it was time to go home.

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Middle of the night again, and I can't sleep. I was hungry, so I went to the kitchen, to get food. Once, I got down there, I saw Jc was also awake, in the kitchen.

"Hey" I said.

"Hey. You can't sleep either?" Jc asked me.

"Tonight and the past 3 nights" I told him.

"Ever since..." Jc said, referring to the fight we had.

"Yep" I stated, not sugar-coating it. "What about you?"

"I can't sleep either" He informed.

"Oh" I replied. I was trying to get something for the fridge, when I tripped. I prepared for the compact of the floor, when Jc caught me.

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