Chapter 12: Going home (Final VidCon part: 9)

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After the water gun fight, we went back to the hotel rooms, got our luggage and headed to the lobby to say our goodbyes.

We were all in the lobbies when Sam said, "Mariana, Kian, Jill, it's time"

Mariana walked to Ana while I went to Erica. And the guys went to the other o2l guys.

"Hey" Erica said. I just pulled her into a hug.

"I'll miss u" I said.

"I'll miss u, too" she replied, separating from the hug.

"Make sure to text me!" I said to her.

"Trust me, I won't forget" she said with a smile. I pulled her into another hug and went to Ana.

"Hey-" Ana said with a cracking voice but me cutting her off.

"Just shut up and give me a hug" I said to her and we pulled each other into a tight hug.

"I'll miss u and don't forget to text me" Ana said to me.

"How could I forget?" I asked.

"Btw, when you were hugging Erica, I saw Jc staring at ur ass" Ana whispered into my shoulder. I just laughed and separated from the hug.

"Only you, Ana, only you" I said to her, still laughing.

"Bye" she said to me, giving me a final hug.

I couldn't bring myself to say bye to any of them, knowing, I would probably start sobbing.

I walked up to the Ricky, telling him that I'll keep in contact with him and that I'll miss him.

Then, I went to Trevor and told him to make sure Erica doesn't do anything crazy without me. He said he'd never allow tht to happen and we laughed.

I went to Connor and told him to take care of Ana. He said, he wouldn't let anything happen to her.

Then I went to Jc.

"Hey" he said and like everyone else I just pulled him into a huge and he kissed my cheek and I felt a tear hit my shoulder.

"Jc, I swear if u make me cry and I mess up my make up. I will kill you" I said to him still in the hug.

"I'll miss you" he said ignoring my last statement.

"You'll see me in two months, when we all move to LA. I'll miss u, tho" I said releasing the hug, "see u later."

"See you later" he said with a smile.

I turned around to see all the viner guys, except 1, Nash.

I told them goodbye and gave them all hugs.

Me, Mariana, Sam, and Kian were heading out the door until, we heard something that made everyone turn around.

"Jillian." I turned to be faced with Nash.

"What?" I said with attitude in my voice.

"You never gave me a chance to explain" Nash stated.

"U kissed another girl, there's nothing else to explain" Mariana said for me and I gave her a look saying I got this.

"She's pretty" I said, looking at him right in the eyes "you two look good together."

"Jill, you are the only one I want" Nash said.

"Then why did u kiss her?" I said raising my voice getting pissed.

"I wasn't thinking." Nash said, his voice cracking.

"Then, what the hell were u thinking when u kissed me, Nash. You kissed her the exact same way you kissed me. How do I even know you were thinking when you kissed me. You looked like you were having a hella good time with her to be 'not thinking' and its funny how, I let myself believe, I actually had a chance with you, but now I know I'll always just be a back-up. And I hope know I will never look at you the same way I did before you kissed that girl." I snapped at him.

"It wasn't like that Jill! I like you a lot, I might even be in love with you and I can't stand the fact that you are mad at me. Just please give me a second chance" Nash snapped back.

"I'm sorry Nash. I can't, I'm given people second chances before and nothing good can come from it" With that said I started to walk away.

"Just please do me a favor, don't forget about me" he said with my back turned I decide to just say it out loud.

Without turning around I said, "how could I forget my first kiss?"

And that was the last sentence he heard from me before I went back to New Jersey.

In the car and plane, I mostly just thought about what happened and cried into Kian's shoulder. And I didn't talk to anyone until we got to New Jersey.

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This is one of my favorite chapters, I have written so far. I just wanted to say tht.

Jillian was sorta being a bitch in this chapter I know but she was pissed.
She told announced to everyone that Nash was her first kiss which just made Nash feel worse.

This still is not the end of Nash. In a few chapters you'll find out exactly what I mean when I say tht.

Hope u all like this chapter. Till next time. -jillxoxo

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