I'm the past 4 days a strange feeling has been living in my belly. Even tho I feel upset about what happened on the football field, I can't help but feel bad about myself for the brutality of my words.
I'm side by side with Jaz and Amanda, because we had our only class together. Both of them are talking about something I don't pay the slightest attention to because I just think in the face of a certain boy.
Suddenly I stop in the middle of the hallway.
"Girls I have to go somewhere" I wave goodbye to them and start quickly walking in the opposite direction to the stairs of the building. I hear in the background Jazmine call my name, but I'm already too far away to stop.
I quickly go down the stairs passing several students until I reach the outside doors. The cold air hits me hard in the face but I ignore the feeling and continue the walk to the destination.
When I get to the gardens students are playing football, sitting on benches talking, and others are playing cards. I look around because I know I'm close. I don't think they're in the middle of so many people, so Im going a little further. As soon as I get there, under a large oak tree, I see four boys sitting relaxed and talking to each other. Suddenly my courage evaporated, but the need to do it's even bigger.
I breathe deep in and go straight to the group. The sound of the grass under my feet screams in my ears.
As I get closer I see their faces one by one turn to me, and then to each other in an interrogative way to Jacob. When I stop in front of him, I feel safer, maybe because I'm on my feet and he's not.
"Hm.... I have something to say." Jacob raises his eyebrows while staring at me.
"Sorry. I didn't act well the other day. Although what I said is true, I still don't think I should have been so rude" right now I'm looking at my hands, which are shaking a little. The only sound around us is the leaves of the trees swing and nothing else. I make eye contact with Jacob for a long time until he leans back against the tree and says:
"I appreciate your words" now gets up while I automatically step back one step.
"But I warned you, baby, not to play with the fire." My body is actually on fire. His body is very close, his friends are looking closely at everything that happens. I'm not afraid, on the other hand, I feel excitement to see what happens next.
"But don't worry, I won't do anything to you." Sit down again and I feel some relief.
"Yet." I breathe very quickly and I don't like it. Every minute that passes I eternally regret the decision to come here.
"Go away Amber, before I do something we both will regret."
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Romance«Amber Moretti will one day be mine. And that fucking day.... is about to come.» --- Amber Moretti is a senior year high school student. Just a normal girl, living a normal life. Until she has the chance to speak with the most handsome and popular...
