BEAUTIFUL TRAUMA

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Calabasas , California
1 month later

Vanessa
So it's been 1 month since my divorce has been finalized 😀. I am going through the motions of living on my own for the first time ever!! and sleeping alone 😪 and not waking up every morning to sex.. Yes me and nick had sex every morning before he left for training camp 🙄. After getting my 300 million dollar divorce settlement I bought a brand new house in calabasas California it legit feels like I'm on a never ending vacation this house is beautiful. And the neighborhood is a gated community and so peaceful. the only dilemma is my ex husband is now my neighbor he bought the house across the street from me. And got his sports manager to get him traded to the Los Angeles Rams . Claiming " it's better for the kids to still know I'm close to them " yea yea nigga whatever...speaking of kids they should be coming back from across the street by their father in a few minutes I need to fix up there rooms everything is still in boxes.

Cali's room

Christians room

Now that thats all done I'm going to chill on the patio and drink some wine .

while I jump on a video call with my new agent.. Yes I know I sound so Hollywood but I came along way I got pregnant with Cali at the age of 14 I literally gave birth to her the week after my 15th birthday. Because of this My parents kept me home and I was homeschooled until I turned 18 years old. I got accepted into Columbia university and intended on becoming a lawyer yet when you have a famous football playing husband and a three year of old something has to get put on hold and of course it was my goals. So I graduated with a degree in communication but before I could apply for law school nick got drafted and told me I would never have to work again and he had me and our family. If only I could go back and time and tell young Vanessa how things ended up going 🙄. So now I'm taking a new approach and I'm going to start selling luxury real estate in California. No more depending on a man for shit .

"Mommy " I turn and see Nick walking in through my back yard gate with Christian in his arm and Cali following behind him on her phone " hey babies I missed you soooo much , did you guys have the best time with dad ? " I ask taking Christian out of nicks arms and kissing his handsome face and wrapping my arm around cali's shoulder and kissing all over her cute face as well. " eww mommy please stop " " whatever Cali keep that same energy when you want to sleep in my bed " she giggles running into the house and Christian follows behind her leaving Nick and I standing in my back yard awkwardly " okay well thanks for bringing them back I hope
You guys had a nice time together and see you later " " V really ?" " uggh really what nick ? Why are you still standing here you brought them back now you can leave " " actually I was wondering if we could discuss something with you in the guest house " wtf dude ..whatever gets him out of my house quick I think to myself. Walking to the guest house I let him in first and turn around to shut the door turning back

" so what was it you wanted to talk abo-

" shut up " Nick kisses me passionately and sloppily .. I'm loving every moment because although we're divorce I miss him . He's the only man I've ever been with so of course I'm gonna be weak in the knees for him

" Ooh my gawdd " I moan out "

Nick stops and looks me in the eyes as he wraps his hand around my neck and gently squeezes my neck " Did you miss me ?" He ask as he begins to unbutton my pants " hmm ? I asked you a question Vanessa " y-yes I've missed you Nick but we can't do this " he ignores my pleas and lifts me up against the wall and slides in me

"F-fuckkkk" we both moan out

He begins pounding me and we go six rounds until we both get enough of each other .........

Later that night..

After my eventful day with their father I came to spend some time with the kids before they have to go to bed due to having school tomorrow.

" did you guys have fun at dads house "

"Yeth mommy me and daddy watched paw patrol and played football I told him how to run routes while we watched his film and me told him I wanted to be a quarter back and him told me I couldn't be a quarterback. Christian spoke as he was eating a bag of Cheeto puff on my bed while drinking apple juice out of his sippy cup .

" what about you my pretty girl you have fun at your daddy's house ?" I said looking over at Cali who's been acting a little different since coming home from nicks house .. " it was okay " " just okay? " " yes mommy just okay we went shopping and got lunch at nobu and met dads new girlfriend Ari but that's it'" at this point my blood begins boiling NEW GIRLFRIEND ??? Whatttt??? Not only did me and this man just have sex. raw sex at that but he introduced a woman to my kids without even telling me .

Text mode

To ain't shit baby daddy 👹 : you piece of shit how dare you come here and have sex with me knowing you're in a relationship and you introduce her to our kids without giving me a heads up ???

From ain't shit baby daddy 👹: Watch ya mouth , you were looking real good today couldn't resist getting up in there . And things happen I've been kicking it with Ariana for a minute now she's proving to be good step mom material , I can't be a single dad on the days I have the kids . Don't worry you will meet her soon

To : ain't shit baby daddy :
🖕

"Well that's good as long as she's nice to you and your brother that's all that matters " . Getting up to hug me " she was very nice mommy .. goodnight see you in the morning" " goodnight my love kairo ( nicks security guard / driver ) is gonna bring you to school and dads gonna pick you up mommy's gonna go out of town for the day with TT Milan . " " okay mommy "

After she left out I saw that Christian made his self comfortable and feel asleep on the other end of my bed with Cheeto fingers and all I laugh and grab a wet wipe to wash his hands and wipe his mouth .

Then I grab my phone to text my best friend about a much needed GNO

To bestie westie 💕( Milan )
Girl I need a girls night ASAP !!!!!

From bestie westie 💕( Milan )
Say less !!! We are outside tmr !!! Wheels up at 7:00am we going to Miami bitch !!!!!!!

To bestie westie 💕(Milan )

It's lit bitch !!🥂🍾👯‍♀️🎊

Rule number one to be a boss ass bitch never let a clown nigga try to play you ...