"My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug".
What happens when you've given up your whole life for a man you thought would be your forever just for you to end up getting a divorce and creating a new life with a new man ? B...
I am so fucking sore the last two days I have been screaming and creaming all over this damn penthouse. My girl is so sore
Checking to see if my water is warm enough I pour some bath bombs in my water and shuffle some music through Alexa body on me by Rita Ora blast through the speakers as I get in the tub
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" Baby, let's cut down the lights I just really wanna let this fire burn bright I'm just telling you to have an open mind Just imagine us"
You're taking me there, you're taking me there Our lips are barely touching So do it again, so do it again We could be on to something" I Hum as I soaked in the water
I grab my phone to call my kids since I've been gone for two days
" mommy " I see Christian jump infornt of the camera when the faverime call connected to Cali " hey buddy.. How are you?? " " good I miss you " I pout and say " I don't believe you you haven't called me once while I've been gone " he laughs and hides behind his sister " hi pretty girl what have you been up to? " " nothing I had a science test today then dance class " " your gonna be back before my competition right mom? " " of course I wouldn't miss it for the world "
After talking to them for a little while longer we say goodnight and they get off the phone.. I hear the bathroom door open and its Zac going to the vanity to do his night time routine.
I looked over and roll my eyes I'm so confused one minute were released our damn inhibitions to each other then the next he has a terrible attitude and closed off and wants nothing to do with me
" babe " I call out he ignores me brushing his teeth spitting out toothpaste.
"Zac " still ignoring me
"My period is late I think I'm pregnant " he stops brushing his teeth and looks up at me through the mirror and I stare at him not saying anything so he turns to look at me .
I jump up out of the tub and grab my towel "REALLY I HAVE TO DO ALL THAT TO GET YOUR ATTENTION WHAT TF IS WRONG WITH YOU LATELY "
He just goes back to brushing his teeth " YOUR A PEICE OF SHIT " "I'm a piece of shit he " ask me "YES YOUR A piece of shit " Come tell me why I'm a piece of shit Vanessa "
He follows me out of the bathroom and I sit on the bed crying . He walks in " your crying your fucking crying your the one hurt V ? "
" I asked you if we could talk Zac , your the one who keeps fucking me every 5 seconds before we could talk "
"You right let's talk "
" from the jump Vanessa I've told you how I've felt for you and your playing games between me and nick.. The night of our fight you tried to fuck him? "
I turn aaway embarrassed " I -I can explain "
In disbelief Zac started laughing " you can explain what its a yes or no question"
