"My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug".
What happens when you've given up your whole life for a man you thought would be your forever just for you to end up getting a divorce and creating a new life with a new man ? B...
Since the last time you have seen me I'm doing 10000000x better my parents started making me go to TRT ( trauma response therapy) . It's a weekly meeting where I go to a center and me and kids my age sit in a circle and talk about our trauma and do activities to deal with it in a positive way .
I no longer talk to west and after my dad got done beating up Josh he went to beat up west I heard my dad broke his jaw and put him in a coma and when he got better he moved to Texas .
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"Come on co co you have to let your bear go so they can fill it with stuffing and dress her up in a cute outfit " I say to Chloe we are currently at build a bear cause last night all of my parents had a couples night and never came back home to deal with they little kids .
Christian and capri are at home because Christian wanted to play video games and said he hates he surrounded by all sisters and capri was coming down with a fever so she stayed home with marena the nanny ..
Chlo moe on the other hand is a busy body and likes going anywhere I got I love her so much she my twin for real
Finally handing over the bear I look up at the guy whose gonna be doing building her bear and it's a guy from my TRT his names Osiris (oh sy rus) he goes because both his parents died in a car accident when he was 5 he was in the accident but he survived.
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"Cali right ? You go to TRT ?" "Yea Osiris right " "Yea but you can call me Sy " Picking Chloe up and putting her on my hip I give him a smile " so whose this cutie " he ask stuffing the bear " my little sister Chloe " he puts the little velvet heart up to my mouth "kiss it for your sister " i kiss it then he stuffs it in the bear " well cutie your bear is all done her you go " he tickles Chloe and gives her the bear
I walk to the register and pay and then I make my way heading out the store "Cali " I turn and see sy running my way "I was wondering if I could get your number? You seem like a cool girl I would love to get to know you " " I'm not looking for a relationship right now sorry " " neither am I " "Than what are you looking for " "To get to know you " "Fine here " I put my number in his phone then call my phone to have his number " thanks see you at TRT Saturday " "Bye "
