Zac pov
I came to see this disgusting woman today right now the doctor is at her bedside doing a neurological examination to make sure she functioning properly after they took the breathing tube out
"Mrs Brewster squeeze my hand "
"Good job "" your husband is here " after the doctor said that the alarms on her heart rate monitor go off
" calm down sweetie your okay " the doctor tells the dumb whore
" thanks doc ill take it from here i appreciate you " i say smiling
"No problem Zac ! "Once the door closes the smile goes away
I walk up to this dead bitch walking " wake ya ass up Vanessa " she opens her eyes that being the only thing she can do since She has a wired jaw ." you sorry ?" I ask
She just looks at me then she starts crying .. I roll my eyes and grab her face " I said are you sorry bitch " she shakes her head yes wincing in pain"Look what you made me do to that beautiful face of yours" .. " damn why did you have to go be a whore V " I says rubbing over the bruises
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Vanessa pov
"Here's your meds Mrs. Brewster " the nurse says as she injects them through my iv
She walks out and I lay here thinking about how I got here never in a million years would I think Zac would be capable of this
I grab a pen and note cards that they had in the nightstand next to my bed
Mom and dad : I love you guys and even though we don't see eye to eye on what happened I still want you to know I never stopped loving you guys .. you have three beautiful and amazing grandkids who will need you moving forward I hope you guys make so many memories together.
Nick : I would not be the woman I am if I did not meet you . It just gave me such a foundation. You've helped me on so many levels Well, I found a man, who was stronger than anyone I know
He shared my dreams, I hoped that someday we'd share a home!
I found a love that carried more than just my secrets
carried love, to carried children of our own
We are kids, but we were so in love, fighting against all odds
I knew we'd be alright . I love you Nick I pray your okay after all of this and continue to be an amazing father to our childrenCali , capri , Christian : When I first laid eyes on you
And heard your heartbeats
I never knew, I could witness an anything so beautiful
From the very moment you arrived
I felt something new inside each time
I developed a love that was so unconditional. Whatever you do know that your mommy loved you guys so much ! Remember There's not a dream in this world you can't accomplish or grasp. Stay close to one another and look out for each other . I love you so so much ♥️Zac ~ I forgive you, I toyed with your emotions and for that I'm sorry I guess I moved on from my hurt of my marriage quick without dealing with it and our world wind relationship masked how I really felt and later down the years the hurt and feelings began resurfacing causing me to neglect you and be dishonest as your wife .. I hope one day you forgive me . I hope you get the help you need to become the man I feel in love with and I hope you take great care of capri !
Back at Zac and Vanessa's house
" ZAC BREWSTER YOUR UNDER ARREST FOR THE MURDER OF VANESSA BREWSTER "
Zac turns around and gets on the ground
Back at hospital
Pulling out my iv's I slowly prepare for my departure.. I hear the machines start to rapidly beat and the nurses yelling for a doctor.
To myself :
No one is perfect and that is perfectly fine. We are going to make mistakes- that is what makes us human. Own your mistakes and find your rock in this world and move on
At last I've hit my
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful traumaI cried so much writing this 😭😭😭😭😭
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