Katie rushed out of Caitlin and Lia's house as quick as she could and basically sprinted for her car. What they did was wrong, so fucking wrong. But why did it feel so good, so right? Why did Caitlin's touch still linger on her skin? Why was she not thinking about her girlfriend at all? And what the fuck is that on her neck?
Katie caught a glimpse of herself in the cars mirror, her hair was disheveled, her forehead had beads of sweat on it and her neck wore one small purple bruise caused by one Caitlin Foord. She touched the bruise and flashbacks of Caitlin panting on top of her immediately flashed in her mind, it caused an ache in-between her legs that she wasn't happy to admit. Katie reached into her glove compartment and grabbed the foundation that was there so that she could cover the bruise. She looked at herself once more before sighing and turning her car on to go home.
Ruesha was waiting at home for her when she got home. Katie wasn't sure if she was ready to see her girlfriend yet but now that she was in front of her she had no choice but to play along for Ruesha.
"There you are. You were gone longer than what you normally are." Ruesha stated sitting at the kitchen bench as Katie chucked her keys on the bench.
"Yeah, guess I had to clear my head." Katie hadn't looked at Ruesha yet, she was too scared, scared that Ruesha would be able to read her like a book like she's always been able to.
Ruesha got up from her chair and made her way towards her girlfriend. She put her arms around Katie's waist and pulled her in for a short kiss.
"You know I didn't mean what I said baby." Ruesha said in-between kisses. "I just got a little worked up." She moved down to Katie's neck. "You know how I can be." She started to kiss and suck Katie's neck.
Katie couldn't help the moan that slid out of her mouth. It wasn't out of pleasure for Ruesha, it was because every kiss Ruesha gave her, Katie couldn't help but compare them to Caitlin's. The flashbacks kept coming and it got too much for Katie. She abruptly took a step back.
"You alright Katie?" Ruesha asked but all Katie could think of was Caitlin's voice when she said the exact same thing, she cringed.
"Yeah I'm fine, just tired from the drive." She said, still not looking at Ruesha. "I'm going to go have a shower and jump into bed."
"Okay... do you want me to join you?" Ruesha asked hopeful.
"I'm really tired babe, just going to have a quick one and hop straight into bed." Katie said then left for their bedroom after giving Ruesha a quick kiss on the cheek.
Katie hoped that the shower would rid her of the remanence of Caitlin's touches but they still ghosted on her skin, she still felt every touch and she still felt the fire and passion behind them. She chucked some shorts and a hoodie on, in hopes that it would hide the hickey until the morning. When she got out of the bathroom, Ruesha was already curled up in bed, Katie got in next to her but turned away from her girlfriend and didn't touch her the whole night.
Caitlin lay in her bed staring at the ceiling, she had been laying there for so long that it turned dark outside meaning Lia should be home soon. Caitlin quickly got up, changed into different clothes to what she had on before, chucked her Katie stained clothes in the washing machine and changed the sheets of her and Lia's bed. Lia had arrived home once Caitlin had made it back into bed and was starting to drift off until she heard the door close. Lia made her way into their room and started to get changed from her night out.
"Hey, how was your night?" Caitlin asked.
Lia was a little shocked to see Caitlin was awake, but then again she didn't really make an effort to look at her girlfriend when she made it to their room. "It was good."
"That's good. What'd you get up to?" Caitlin tried to spark conversation with her girlfriend.
"Just had dinner and a few drinks." Lia said bluntly.
"Sounds like fun." Caitlin was trying, really trying.
"Yeah..." the conversation fizzled out after that.
Lia made her way to the other side of the bed and basically fell asleep immediately. Caitlin on the other hand was staring at the back of her girlfriends head having a mental debate on what her next actions were going to be.
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The next day the girls had training for Arsenal. They gave each other small smiles in the change rooms but didn't interact with each more than what they had to. They were still normal with each other though, like when something funny happened Caitlin would point it out to Katie like she normally would, or Katie would continue to encourage Caitlin through every drill like she normally would.
After training, Caitlin decided she need to speak with her girlfriend. They drove home together in silence and then as they made it inside Caitlin spoke up.
"Lia, can we talk for a minute?" She asked, expecting her to turn her down but luckily Lia made her way into the living room where Caitlin was sitting.
Caitlin took a deep breathe in, mentally preparing herself for what she was about to say. "I need to tell you something." She began, Lia nodded. "Yesterday whilst you were out, Katie came round. You know how her and Ruesha get into those big fights and she would come round here for a bit and then go back to Ruesha?"
"Yeah?" Lia asked.
"That happened again yesterday..." Caitlin felt her heart break even before she said what she needed to say. "Something happened between Katie and I... she... we... we slept together." Caitlin said as she let a tear fall from her eyes. She felt pathetic, like she was the worst person ever, she really wanted Lia to yell at her or hit her, but she was staying silent, its what she deserved.
"I know it's no excuse but we haven't been us in a long time, our relationship had gone dry and I don't know, I guess the need to be physical with someone became too much for me.. I'm so sorry Lia." She was shedding many tears now. "Please say something."
"Get out." Lia simply said. She didn't look at Caitlin, she didn't even seem to shed a single tear. "I can't look at you." Lia said and got up to leave their house. Caitlin fully broke down. It took her an hour to compose herself, she then packed up all of her things and headed to Jordan's house who had offered to take her in.
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