Living with a sadist vampire mate

Addiction

So here's another chappie,sorry for having been sooo long,no more waiting now here goes another trip :) :) :)
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I took a long and deep breath and headed to the kithchen.

"why does he always have to be so confusing" I sighed.
I felt like there was a storm ravaging inside of my head,i opened the fridge and took out a can of cranberry juice and i was sure of one thing i had to find the royal book to know the truth,i drank the juice and with that thought in mind i walked towards the library.

I opened the big and heavy door of the grande library. It makes a big 'CREAAAKKK' sound.

"shhh shhh door quiet dont make noise or it'll attract one of these sadist vampires" i whispered madly at the poor lifeless door and then i realised that i was talking to a door,i managed to embarass myself on my own.I looked around making sure nobody saw me talking to the door they'll tease me for that I know and  let out a relieved sigh when I saw none of them.

I enter the immense room full of ancient books covered with dust it was like a candy shop for me my jaw dropped, my eyes wide open seeing more than 100 rows of books.I'm in paradise I squealed excitedly and ran quickly to the books i ran at an incroyable speed i've explored the big and immence ocean like room in only 5secs it was inhuman,but i didnt care.

Then finally in the middle of the room was found the big blue royal book with gold letters and pure diamond decorating it.It was pretty clear by it's appearence it was definitely the book i was looking for,i opened it slowly and carefully as it was an old book and to my surprise it was still firm and in good shape.

I was shocked to see the first picture of the book it was me in an older age wearing a long silk dark red dress that define my shape beautifully,my once brown hair turned into a dark ebony like color neatly tucked in the golden and ruby crown,my skin incroyably pale,my lips was crimson red,the colour of blood,my hazel brown eyes turned into a clear and pure crystal like purple,below the picture were written
" The queen in her early twenties,after the wedding ceremony waiting for her beloved" it wasn't me on the picture,it was the past queen,i turned another page of the book and cough a little feeling the dust lingering the air,and here i saw another picture this time it shows the queen before turning 16 she was exactly like me hazel eyes,brown hair,i was the exact copy of the queen.I read further it said.

"Every generation is governed by the king and queen ruling over every human and non human species,the queen is brought at the age of 15 and is fully awaken when the latter reaches 16,in every 1000 centuries the queen reincarn with powers but in only one reincarnation she will gain all her memory and powers,the king full pure blooded vampire will know it only him can control and bare the power of his beloved.The queen has a birthmark which represent her royalty found on her upper chest it is of a rose like shape" I stepped back shocked my lips part open trembling,tears threatening to fall at any time,I-I have that birthmark and ku-kurosaki was right,i-i am the q-queen my knees buckled and i fell to the ground and force closed my eyes trying to prevent the tears from falling.

I felt a cold hand rest on my shoulder.
"Yumi are you okay?" Kurosaki asked with a worried look,a look that i didn't even thought he could ever give to anyone.
I'm not okay,i wanna run away from this hell i just want some peace,i bring my knees close to my chest and buried my face in it, suddenly i found myself hit something smooth and firm letting a vibrating warmness that my body seems to know for years,his chest,i was in his arms my face against his chest,his chin resting on my head,i was sitting on his laps.
I was shocked from this sudden act and warmness and from the fact that my body seems to react to every gesture and breath of his,every little gesture and the sound of his heart beats sending little electric shocks to my veins making me trembled why does he have such effects on me?? I looked at him he was shocked too,his eyes wide open,his red lips slightly open letting me see a little of his white front teeths,it seems like it's not only me who's responding this way toward his body,he was responding like that too,I couldnt bare it anymore i had to go away from that intoxicating warmth that makes me want to stay here all my life.

I tried to get up but he tighten his grip on me.

''I dont want to let go of you yumi,of this addicting sensation,from what your body and every breath you take is doing to me sending pleasure to my veins making them feel alive and wanting for more,i want you to be mine,i want that eyes to look at me, only me day and night' he kissed my eyes 'i want that addicting sweet lips that makes me go crazy wanting to taste them all the time"he crashed his lips against mine devouring possessively and savouring every little corner of my lips,licking,sucking and biting it as if he never wanted to let go of it.
I felt my cheeks starting to heat, i can't bare that sensation it makes my body go limb,trembling wanting for more and more.I couldn't kiss back my lips were paralyzed.
His finger gently pushed the oversize shirt I was wearing off my shoulder,he then kissed my upper chest exactly where my heart was found.
"i want this heart to beat for me only,be mine forever"