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Why must you be everywhere? Why do I see you in everything? My head is telling me to forget you but my heart knows it will be a wasted effort.

I stand still in the small layer of snow covering the sidewalk.

I stare at the railing separating me and the bridge. It's not a big one just enough to keep small children from falling over accidentally. 

Jump.

What?

I slowly walk towards the edge putting my glove covered hands on the thin black rails. I peek over the edge and see him. He stares at me as my breath gets shaky. I blink and he's gone.

I don't even realize I'm crying till my tears have already frozen.

Why not? I think.

I don't see my purpose anymore, everyone I cared about has died. 

All of my friends died,

one after another.

I'm the last one left.

They left me.

They're probably together right now, telling me to jump. I mean why wouldn't they? They want me to join them don't they? 

Or maybe they want me to stay, maybe they don't want to see me, maybe they hate me, maybe they despise me, it makes sense, the only one truly deserving of death is still breathing on the land of the living. 

How is that fair?

How is that fair.