Mrs & Mrs. Park

12. Possiblity

"You want to leave our life behind?" Jisoo's eyes widened in surprise.

"Yes," Chaeyoung said softly, her gaze steady. "You never thought about it?"

Jisoo shook her head, still processing Chaeyoung's words. "I mean, not really. Have you?"

"I have..." Chaeyoung trailed off, her voice tinged with vulnerability. "I mean, I always thought about our future together. Like children."

Jisoo's surprise deepened. "You'd want children? With me?"

Chaeyoung smiled shyly. "Well, yeah. I mean, I married you after all. Do...do you want children?"

Jisoo felt her heart race, her emotions a whirlwind of happiness and disbelief.

"Yeah," she said, her smile growing. "I always wanted a child. Especially with you."

It wasn't a lie, she did want children with Chaeyoung. She loves Chaeyoung and would do anything to please her wife, to her, Chaeyoung could tell her to get her chocolate from Thailand and Jisoo would.

Chaeyoung's eyes softened as she reached out to hold Jisoo's hand. "I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I want a family with you, a normal life where we wouldn't have to look over our shoulders all the time."

Jisoo squeezed her wife's hand, her mind racing with possibilities. "I want that too. I never really let myself think about it because our lives have been so...chaotic. Especially now, but with you, I think it's possible."

They sat in silence for a moment, the weight of their decision settling in. The future they had never dared to dream about now seemed within reach.

"What about our jobs?" Jisoo asked, her voice tinged with concern. "How do we just leave?"

"We'll figure it out," Chaeyoung said with determination. "We have Jennie and Lisa. Maybe Irene can help us too. We have connections, and we can use them to start over."

Jisoo nodded, her heart swelling with love for her wife. "You're right. We've survived this long together; we can find a way out."

Chaeyoung smiled, her eyes shining with hope. "And once we're out, we can start planning our family. I've always wanted a little girl with your smile."

Jisoo's heart melted at the thought. "And I want her to have your eyes."

Chaeyoung laughed softly. "She would be one heartbreaker."

"Or a romantic if she's a mini you!" Jisoo adds, their hands holding onto each other.

"Are you...would you be okay with the process? I mean, I'm not a guy and can't get you pregnant. From what I've heard it's a long process." Jisoo's eyes softened, "there could be that chance, you know?"

"We're not there yet, but I wouldn't want to do it without you." Chaeyoung truthfully said, "you're the Kim to my Park."

"Ah so romantic!" Jisoo blushes, feeling the similarity to when they first dated.

The couple sat together, their hands intertwined, dreaming of a future that now seemed possible. For the first time, they allowed themselves to imagine a life beyond the chaos and danger, a life filled with love, family, and peace.

As they talked late into the night, their plans became more concrete. They would reach out to their trusted allies, find a way to disappear, and start anew. The journey ahead wouldn't be easy, but they were ready to face it together.

"Do you think we can really do this?" Jisoo asked, her voice soft with uncertainty.

Chaeyoung nodded firmly. "We have to try. As long as we're together, we can do anything."

Jisoo leaned in, capturing Chaeyoung's lips in a tender kiss. "I love you, Chae."

"I love you too, Chu," Chaeyoung whispered back, her heart full of hope.

The night was long and slow, no matter how much Jisoo tried to sleep she couldn't help shake the feeling of fear...something she hated feeling. Fear of getting the life she wanted with her wife, leaving their life wasn't easy and nobody dares to leave. Jisoo knew all the possible outcomes, but she wondered if Chaeyoung felt the same. The same feeling of fear, the same feeling of danger.

"You would never betray me, right Kim?"

"No sir." Jisoo stood tall with her eyes focused on the wall, she could feel his presence behind her.

"Good, because I'd hate to see my best soldier gone." He said, "being betrayed isn't something that should be done."

Jisoo didn't respond but instead felt a gun on her back, she didn't flinch as he laughs behind her.

"Betray me and I'll take everything from you, that's a promise not a threat." He pulled the gun away and walked in front of her, his cold eyes meeting hers.

"You are dismissed."

She knew she couldn't lose Chaeyoung.

She couldn't lose anything.

The risk was her torture.