ANO BA TALAGA ? | A MIKHAIAH AU

4

I'm sitting here in class taking notes while our teacher is discussing , after class I went to the SC office.

I am quite nervous knowing that I will be the one leading this meeting for the first time , so many things were going through my mind while I was walking.

Pano kung magkamali Ako ng sinabe? they'll probably make fun of me. Gosh , di Ako mapakali.

Breath in , and out you can do this Aiah.

I stood Infront of the door while my heart is beating fast "Ok I can do this".

I fixed my self and shook my hands to calm myself down.

"Hi , good morning guys" I greeted them with a smile as I entered the office. "Pres. Aiah oh my gosh you're so pretty".

I blushed as they gave me compliments "awe thank you guys" I sat at the chair Infront and looked at the ceiling trying my best not to trigger my social anxiety.

We all settled down and was about to begin the meeting when all of a sudden , someone entered the meeting room.

"Mikha Lim , you're late" She sat down at her chair catching her breath "Sorry Arceta , I had volleyball training".

I was about to open my mouth but I saw maloi side eye at me telling me to just shut up.

"Ok ... Let's begin" I cleared my throat and began the introduction. The whole meeting I kept yapping as they listen.

We were talking about our future plans for this this school year , kung ano ang mga events na gaganapin and how we prepair , we also talked about our future projects here.

It went well for me I guess , I got rid of my nervousness and gained confidence to talk Infront of them na. The only thing distracting me was Mikha Lim , she kept looking at me in the eye and she would just stare.

Not like I'm assuming Kase alam ko na I'm talking and their eyes are all on me but her look was different, it was like she was sending me a message through eye contacts.

I shrugged it off and continued to talk , while scanning the people listening my eyes found someone which made me smile.

Taneo , he's one of the varsity players here and he looks pretty attractive. He smiled back at me and I kinda blushed.

After the meeting they all went back to their class , maloi and I were talking about something sa office "Huy mq kita ko Yun" Maloi raised her eyebrows at me and smiled "Yung alin?".

"Type mo pala si Taneo" Maloi is a shipper , kahit sino I shi ship nya sakin and I'm used to it so I just laughed at what she said.

I was about to say something but I can't stop laughing "Grabeng tawa Yan mq".

After all the laughters I finally got to talk but I was cut off when we saw mikha walk out of the office "Bye mikhs" Maloi waved at her and she did the same.

Seeing mikha made me overthink about sa kanina . I know she wants to tell me something , I can sense it by the way she looks at me.

It's like hindi sya mapakali.

MIKHA'S POV

I was listening to what aiah was saying , looking at her makes me feel guilt. Naalala ko mga ka gaguhan na ginawa ko sakanya , I know it was a long time ago pero I still hurt her feelings.

Tuwang tuwa pa Ako nun kapag binu bully ko sya but now I have to suffer with guilt , I couldn't sleep last night Kase everytime I close my eyes I can see it , it's like I can recall everything that I did to her in the past , all the rude and bad things.

I can hear her voice , crying and begging to me stop picking on her but I just laughed at her and made fun of her.

Through the years I changes , I stopped being mean to people but I'm still cold hearted. I'm the type of person who wouldn't care about what happens to you unless you're someone special to me.

"Mikha ok kalang?" I woke up to reality , kanina pa pala Ako tulala at naka titig Kay Aiah "uhm yeah , I'm ok pagod lang siguro".

Hindi Ako mapakali , I wanna approach her and talk to her . Gusto ko mag apologize sa mga ginawa ko but I know that Hindi nya Ako papansinin and magagalit sya.

Aiah hates me , just by how she looks at me alam ko na kung Gano sya ka Galit saakin and I can't blame her for that.

After the meeting I went to the bathroom, the others left all except for Maloi and Aiah. I can hear them both talking "Type mo pala si Taneo".

I hear Aiah laughing so hard , I went out if the bathroom and left.

While walking I was still thinking about what I should do para maging ok kami , I know this isn't an easy task to accomplish but I won't stop until I accomplish it.

No matter how long it takes Hindi Ako susuko , I deserve to suffer they way she did because of me.

"Huy dude , kanina kapa tulala dyan" Jhoanna tapped my shoulder "Nakausap mo naba?" I shook my head in disappointment.

"It's ok dude , magiging ok din kayo ni Aiah , mabait Yun" Gwen reassured and gave me a sweet smile. "Thanks".

"Alam mo mag arcade nalang Tayo Mamaya para sumaya si mikhs" Colet then smiled , she looked at me and raised both of her eyebrows.

"Sounds fun"

"Yes , that's what I want to hear" We high fived each other and laughed "Tingnan natin kung kaya nyo I beat score ko sa basketball game dun" Colet said with confidence.

"Astig ka nanaman nyan"

"Syempre Vergara na 'to noh!" Gwen smirked "Astig daw , Sige nga puntahan mo si Maloi".

"Pisti ka , panira ng moment" Colet rolled her eyes at Gwen.

"Tara na nga"