The night went on with fun, we bonded and looked back to our memories here at BUP, I really missed this, the bond, the joy and hearing their laughs.
After I transferred out and never had these assholes with me, I felt so alone, it's just different when it comes to them.
After the party, I was at the parking lot when I saw Aiah waiting for someone, I wanted to approach her pero Inunahan Ako ng hiya ko.
We never talked, kahit magkatabi kami none of us had the courage to speak to one another.
I went in my car and fixed myself, peeking through the side mirror to see Aiah, she looked tired, and worried.
"Looks like Jeremy left her, as I said I'm better than him."
I started my car and stopped at Aiah's spot, I lowered the window and saw Aiah look at me with confusion.
"Get in the car" I said in a cold tone
"W- what?"
"Get in the car, Aiah"
"No it's ok, I'll just wait for jer-"
"Doesn't look like his coming" I got out of my car and took her hand bag, I offered her my hand, she was hesitant but gave in after some time.
"Thanks" she got in the passenger seat and I shut the door, I got in and started the car.
We were silent, no one was talking, no music was playing and I just focused on the road.
"Hey Mikha?" She suddenly spoke "hm?"
"Galit ka ba sa'kin'?"
"Ba't naman ako magagalit sa'yo wala ka namang ginawa" I wasn't looking at her, but I can feel that she is.
"Kase I gave him another chance" I sight
"Arceta, it's your choice, kung mahal mo s'ya then balikan mo, kung ayaw mo na then don't"
"Hindi ako galit kase hindi ako pwedeng mag decision kung ano gusto mo gawin sa buhay mo"
"Your life, your choice"
"No, galit ka eh"
"How come?"
"You called me Arceta, you only use that pag galit ka sa'kin" she pouted
I'm not mad at her, I'm mad at Jeremy, I know he has bad intentions Kay Aiah and I know that he's seeing other girls but I don't have the courage to tell Aiah everything knowing how hurt she'll be when she finds out.
Mas gugustihin ko pa na masaktan kaysa makita si Aiah na nasasaktan, I can't do anything about that.
I guess pag mahal mo, you would do everything para hindi mo sila makitang nasasaktan, even though it means hurting yourself.
If you love someone, you sacrifice.
"I'm not mad, I just feel like I don't have the right to call you that nickname anymore"
I wanna call you 'babi' again, I miss calling you babi, I miss you... I remember giving you that nickname kase sabi mo saakin nas masyado kang na b baby around me.
I guess all those memories are staying in the past, how I wish I could turn back to those times when I had you.
Kahit ang tinging mo saakin ay kaibigan lang, I still love you at hindi 'yan mag babago babi.
"Can you please call me babi again? Miss na kita oh, 'di mo ba ako na miss Mikha Lim?"
"Arceta, do you know my song SCAR?" I asked.
"Yes, it's my favorite actually" my song is her favorite?
"So what is the message in the song?"
"It's about how you suffered with all the pain of leaving someone, and when you come back you don't have the courage to talk to that person again"
"Exactly, that's how I feel Arceta, how I feel when I'm with you now"
"Teka, can I ask?"
"You're already asking, continue"
"Sino nanakit sa'yo at bakit ang sakit ng mga meaning ng songs mo? Ha?" How I wish I could tell you, but I can't, you hurt me and you're asking who? That hurts even more Aiah.
"That's not our topic" I said trying to change our topic, baka umiyak pa'ko Dito.
"So there is someone huh?"
"What?"
"You're trying to change the topic and it's obvious, come one Mikhaela I know you well" You know me well pero you don't know that I like you? Maraiah that's very disappointing.
"You don't know me well enough then"
"And why is that?"
"Kase hindi mo alam kung bakit sumusulat ako ng mga ganyang kanta" she raised one of her eyebrow at me.
"Well maybe if you finished school at BUP and didn't leave after SH then I should've known"
"That person was my inspiration even before I left" she gasped.
"She's from BUP ba?" I nodded.
"Oh my, who is it"
"You"
"Luh"
"Just kidding, syempre it's a secret na"
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Fanfiction"Is it too late for you and I?" Mikha met her past love who she never got the chance to confess to, seeing her with another guy made her think about the dumb decisions she made in life, how can she be happy if seeing Aiah makes her feel regrets?. Wi...
