Song of Blood, Song of Change, Song of Home

Lasair I

AN: First look into the perspective of one of the fourtuplets and who would have thought, more Info dumping because I decided to try to create a whole culture.

Fair warning, the O'Brien-Marín/Van Vanden Kids are all highly intelligent as well as gifted with most of them got an eiditic memory and some of them, those with musical talent, got a absolut pitch, the abilyti to recreate any given musical note with perfection. Yep, I created an interesting family.

Second Warning my dear Tol/Cam deals with a ton of shit in her head and tends to just sometimes sit in a corner to get her bearings, which did not make her an inattentive mother at all, which is not as relevant for his chapter but more important for the following ones.

Translations are in the end notes as always.

TW: lots of swearing and allusions to life in Utupnu, which is the PE Version of Utumnu, for those who didn't know

She had never been more whirled up in her entire life. Never!

But well, if someone could experience something so outright ridiculous, then it would be Cam. Because Cam was always weird like that and is now even weirder. In both looks and mannerism.

Before everything, she had striking emerald green eyes, which she had passed down to Noa, natural dark red hair, freckled skin and the most stunning lashes and eyebrows ever seen. Now her skin tone is a warm dark brown, her hair is a waterfall of loose silver curls, with a streak of cold at the front, her lashes are still stunning and silver with one or two golden hairs in them. The same goes for her eyebrows, one of them has a little gold in it as well.

And those eyes, one eye a dark stormy grey and the other a deep disturbing purple that you could think she was a Targaryen. When she looks at you it is either with a look that stares right into your soul or unseeing of everything happening around her.

But that only happens during and after her Visions, during which she loses her connection with reality and after she is just mumbling and not reacting to anything you do.

She often disassociates as well, when what she saw was more disturbing than usual.

And I just can't do anything about it. I do not understand what is happening when she experiences it. I understand when she explains what she saw. Because often there are things that I can recognise, either from things I experienced or from things I had either read about or watched as Movies or Series.

Cam has Visions about both Westeros and A Galaxy far away, together with those that are already there, because we are in fucking Middle-earth before even the Great Journey.

This is fucked up, not even considering the Trauma that all of us now have thanks to the hot asshole that is Sauron and the dark evil diva that is Melkor.

I have nightmares about Utupnu and I was there for a quarter of the time that Cam and new already existing family.

About family. Ours just got a lot bigger and way more complicated.

And we all got a damn culture shock.

Because Oropher's clan of elves is just, completely separated from Minya, Tatya and Nelya. They are riding Nomads, who only return to Greenwood for Winter.

Well, that had also changed, for a certain amount of time at least.

Oropher had, in agreement with the tribe, decided that they would stay in Greenwood till all of the children were big enough and skilled enough to ride a horse for long periods of time.

Very reasonable that choice. You know what is reasonable too? My new father, we don't have to call him that, but most of us had accepted him due to the fact that he was Cam's Atar, and she loved him as such.