Unexpected Match || João félix

Chaapter 11

Bella's pov

4 days later. I was back in the same position I was 3 weeks ago. But this time in even deeper.

João was kissing my neck as he had his whole weight on top of me crushing me but I felt in a good way.

"João... no, we need to stop." I pushed him off and he looked at me confused.

"What's wrong princess? You haven't been complaining these past few days.." he rubbed my thigh. I could tell he was trying to be nice but i refused to be in his trap again.

"No, joão.. these past few days were a mistake. We can't just have this big argument and just be all good all the sudden.." I got up and buttoned my jeans back up.

We didn't have sex but before this things have gotten a little spicy.

"Bella baby don't.." he started before I interrupted, "don't 'Bella baby' me. I know where this is going. Nothing is gonna change and we're always gonna be the same. Maybe we- we are just better off friends.." I paced back and fourth.

"I don't just want you as a friend." He told me as he held me down next to him on the bed.

"But maybe that's how it should be. It doesn't matter what you or I want.. it's what fate decides. And if we're meant together we will come back together naturally. And by that I mean If you really want me more then just your friend your gonna have to prove yourself to me. I'm sick and tired of you giving me these mixed signals and making me feel like shit.."

"Okay, okay.. I won't. I'll show you I'll treat you good. I promise." He rubbed my back as he looked me in my eyes.

"No it's not a say thing you actually have to show me I can trust you joão... you've put me through hell an emotional roller coaster since we met I'm done doing this."

"Okay Bella, I'll show you okay?" He stroked my cheek and I nodded.

"Now lay back down. And we will be in the same bed as friends. No sex or anything." He scooted over and I got on the right side of the bed and laid down on my phone.

"Bella... you okay?" He sat up next to me and turned his phone off.

"I wanna be honest with you, but I don't want you to get mad..." I mumbled.

"Just tell me then darling... I promise not to be mad."

"I feel like... like- I don't know how to word it. Well put it like this. I'm addicted you like your a drug I can't stop taking... I can't ever be away from you without wanting you... and it's not good for me I hate it."

"Then why don't you just give in and be my girlfriend? It would be a win situation for both of us." João moved the hair out of my face.

"I want to... maybe. But, I need to know I can trust you like that... on that level."

"I understand... bells im so sorry that I put my issues on you. You didn't deserve that. I don't know how many times I can apologize.." he titled my chin to him.

"This is what you do to me... with your Portuguese charm. I can't escape or get over it.." I told him.

"Well then maybe you should stop trying to escape and just give into my charm.."

"I can't... I have to go." I got up and he pulled me back on the bed by my wrist.

"What's wrong?" He moved my hair behind my ear. He is not gonna make this easy for me.

"I don't wanna do something I'll regret... just let me go home." I got up and he nodded.

"Bye joão, have a good day."