I put my last few things in my suitcase. My life as I knew it would never be the same. A few weeks ago I found out that I was expecting a child with my long time boyfriend Jimmy Uso.
Today was the day I was going to tell him. I had prepared an adorable way to tell him that he was going to be a father, but as I walked down to the living room, I overheard him talking on the phone with his brothers.
"Nah uce I don't want anymore kids, the two I have is enough for me," I hear Jimmy say
"What about y/n what if she wants kids?" Solo asks
"She's never mentioned wanting kids before. Honestly I don't think I could handle another one,"
I walked away with tears in my eyes. I went back up to my room and packed my bag. I was going to get a hotel room for the night until I could figure out my next step.
I carried my bag downstairs and walked outside. I drove to a hotel that was an hour away. I didn't want to be anywhere near him.
I hear my phone vibrate and I look down to see an unread message from Jimmy.
Jimmy: Hey baby where'd you go?
I opened it but chose not to respond.
I walked into my room and collapsed into bed bawling my eyes out.
•••••
Days went by and I continued to ignore messages and calls from Jimmy. I had only texted Jey and Solo to let them know I was safe but deep down I missed Jimmy.
We had been together for almost five years and had been through everything together. I wanted nothing more than to be in his arms again, but knowing how he felt about kids, I couldn't go back.
My phone rings. I knew it was Jimmy, he hadn't stopped trying to call me over the past few days. My finger hovered over the button to decline, but I wanted to hear his voice
"Hello?" I say shakily
"Baby where are you?"
"I left Jimmy,"
"Why? What did I do wrong?"
I sigh, "You don't want me anymore,"
"Baby that's not true. Where'd you get a crazy idea like that?"
"I heard you talking to your brothers. I'm pregnant Jimmy, but since you don't want kids, you don't want me anymore,"
"Baby come home, we can talk about this,"
"I don't want to ruin your life by bringing another kid in that you can't handle,"
"Please y/n come home and let me explain. I need you and this baby in my life,"
"Are you sure?"
"I'm sure,"
"Fine, I'll come home,"
I packed my bag and checked out of the hotel. It was a long drive home. I really hoped that what Jimmy said was true. I hoped that he would mean what he said on the phone.
As soon as I pulled into the driveway, Jimmy ran outside to greet me. His brothers followed closely behind him
"Don't leave me like that again please," he says
"What else was I supposed to do Jimmy? You literally said you didn't want another kid,"
"You should have talked to me babe,"
"I was afraid you were going to leave me if I told you,"
"Never, we've been through everything together y/n. I love you, and I love this baby,"
He gently places a hand on my stomach making me tear up.
Jey and Solo come over and hug me.
"We missed you sis, Jimmy was going crazy without you here," Jey says
"I was afraid I lost the love of my life,"
"You almost did. I almost didn't answer. I almost got my own apartment,"
"I'm glad you didn't,"
"Me too, I really didn't want to be a single mom,"
"Wait you're pregnant?" Jey asks
I nod, "That's why I left. I heard him tell you guys he didn't want more kids,"
"You're an idiot," Jey says
"I know, I know. I just wish she would have talked to me before running off," Jimmy says
"I was afraid of you rejecting both of us,"
"Never babe. We've been through hell together, and I'm not about to lose the best thing to happen to me. When you told me on the phone that you were pregnant, i honestly started to feel excited. I can't wait to have a baby with you,"
"You're not just saying that?"
He shakes his head, "I'm excited but also scared out of my mind,"
"I'm scared too, but atleast i get to do this with the love of my life,"
