My POV: Laying with Chris was exactly what I wanted, when I kissed Dominic yes it felt nice but when I kiss Chris it's a different type of feeling almost like fireworks going off. Chris laid his head on my chest and I was rubbing his forehead, he looked at me and smiled.
Chris: Good morning babe.
Me: Good morning. ( kissed his forehead) I looked at your schedule today and you have to be at your music video rehearsal with Ciara in three hours.
Chris: ( sat up and pulled me onto his lap) Then that gives me thirty minutes to treat you good. ( kissed my neck and my chest)
Me: ( tried not to moan) Babe you have to get ready.
Chris: ( whispered in my ears) Just let it happen.
( watch the video to get an idea of what happened 🤭)
After we finished...
Me: ( out of breath) Wow, that was amazing.
Chris: That was only the beginning. ( chuckles and kisses my lips) I'm gonna take a shower, would you mind grabbing my clothes from the closet and putting them on the bed for me please?
Me: Which outfit babe?
Chris: My white shirt, grey jeans and my red and white lettermen jacket.
Me: With the white Nikes?
Chris: ( smiles) You know me so well.
Me: Okay I gotchu.
Chris: Thank you. ( hopped in the shower)
Me: You're welcome. ( I threw on my shirt and got out of bed and walked to the closet)
( After I put the clothes on the bed, I went downstairs and made a cup of coffee and sat on the balcony. I was listening to the sound of the ocean, the waves crashing on the shoreline, it was so peaceful. Later Chris came onto the balcony and rubbed my shoulders)
Chris: Hey babe you ok? ( kissed my neck)
Me: ( sniffled and wiped my eyes) Yeah I'm fine, I can just feel my mother's presence, it feels weird not having her around anymore.
Chris: ( stood in front of me and hugged me) Hey It's okay to feel this pain, I'm here for you if you wanna talk about it ok?
Me: ( nods my head) Thanks babe I'll be ok. ( looks at the time) You should head to your rehearsal I don't want you to be late.
Chris: No I can reschedule it, ( held my hand) you're more important than some music video plus Ciara is very understanding.
Me: ( touched his cheek) Babe this is for your album and your career, I appreciate you wanting to be there for me but I also want to support your dream, please I want you to go to that rehearsal.
Chris: You sure you'll be alright here by yourself?
Me: I'm positive.
Chris: Okay, I'll be back in a few hours, do you want me to bring you anything when I come back?
Me: Just some ice cream and some bath soaps please.
Chris: Okay babe I love you. ( kissed my lips) You're amazing you know that?
Me: Love you too. Thanks babe, but you need to get going. ( chuckles)
Chris: I'm going I'm going.
( He walked out of the room and walked out of the house and drove to the rehearsal. While he was gone I decided to clean up the house and take a nap.)
Couple hours later.....
( He comes home and sees me on the couch asleep, he picked me up and carried me upstairs, once we got upstairs I started yawning and rubbed my eyes)
Me: Babe what are you doing home?
Chris: We got done shooting a little early today, the house looks nice by the way babe, you didn't have to do that. ( set me down on the bed)
Me: It wasn't that big of a deal, I had nothing else to do. How'd it go?
Chris: It went good, got a lot done and we shoot the rest of it tomorrow, do you want to take a bath with me?
Me: ( nods my head) I'd love that.
( Sitting in the bath he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my shoulders)
Chris: You know I got you right?
Me: ( laid my head on his chest) Yes I do, I don't know what I would do without you. ( kisses his hands smiling)
Chris: You never gonna lose me.
Me: I hope not.
( After our bath we got into bed and just cuddled each other until we fell asleep)
