𝐃𝐄𝐉𝐀 𝐕𝐔 [𝙃𝙀𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙐𝙉𝙂] | [희승] 𝗘𝗡-

ꨄ 01

I sat on the grass while my mind went blank. I couldn't imagine or reflect anything.

I glazed at the morning dew on a sunny day after a night full of rain like every single day since summer break started. It was my favourite place to go and most comfortable.

I always brought along my friend... Goumi. She was my dog that was with me for a few years now. My bestfriend that didn't complain about listening to my problems. The one i could tell anything to.

No one came onto the field since it was so distant from all of those noisy people. I hated them since they will only destroy every peaceful and beautiful thing on this Earth until it sufucates.

I was all alone, sitting in the middle of nowhere. Just a gorgeous clear blue sky above my head and green grass that wasnt ruined under me. I inhaled the fresh air while Goumi sat beside me enjoying the moment of freedom.

𝘽𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣.

A place i found when i wasn't feeling like at home in my own house. The place that helped me escape the reality. The place where i could finally breathe the fresh air instead of the ruined one by everyone. The place that really brought me.... 𝙃𝙊𝙈𝙀

The slight breeze that i felt in my hair but also landing on my face or go through my clothes. The cold but also warm feeling that went through my whole body everytime i got here and reached to sit on the ground. The nature keeping this place alive.

I was the girl you would imagine under the word of "quiet". The one that liked animals that didn't harm any people until the peole hunted them down as a reward for the animal's sweet personality.

The girl that only enjoyed being in the nature and was rather there than in some crowded city full of fake smiles.

The nature was the place where you could put on the real smile without it judging you. The place you could yell in all of your problems and will just listen and not go and talk bad about you.

I was the girl that liked the sound of the water splashing against the rocks and stuff that lost their way and ended up there. The water didn't make the things dissapear, it just pushed them away like I pushed everyone away from me.

I was the girl that enjoyed listening to music to escape everything. I was like the Earth, sufucating from everyone destroying me from inside so i decided not to trust any talking creature ever again.

It was the best decision, walking away from everything that was drowning you or bringing you down for their own good.

As soon as i got my legs straight, Goumi went to sit on them. There was music playing in my headphones while i stared up at the sky. I pulled out my phone when the music stopped.

The display lit up when a notification came in.

"𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚, 𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙝 𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮."

𝙈𝙪𝙢

I sighed at the thought that i just came here and i had to already leave this peaceful place and come back to messy one.

I didn't even start to dance like i always did here. I didn't perform it before people since i hated all of the eyes looking directly at me. In fact i was scared of making mistakes.

I got up and stretched my arms afterwards. I inhaled the fresh air inside of my lungs one more time before i started walking away.

Goumi's sparkly eyes were glued on every move i did. Those were the only eyes i didn't mind and wasn't afraid of looking at me.

"𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣" i shouted at her in nice tone. Her tail started spinning around from happiness. Genuine happiness.

I giggled at the movements she did. On my way back i threw a ball that i always brought along for her. She was happily running back and forth with me laughing at her. We reached the road a ten minutes  later on.

I called her back to me and putted a leash onto her collar to not scare any of those hurtful people. I sounded i had a lot of prejudices against people but that was because life wasn't so fair to me.

I never did something wrong to them yet they betrayed me. I never talked bad things about them but they talked about me.

They laughed at the suffer of others but hated the same thing happening to them. They only looked at themselves and their own happiness. That were the only people i met.

Now it's for the better when i cut myself off.