𝐃𝐄𝐉𝐀 𝐕𝐔 [𝙃𝙀𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙐𝙉𝙂] | [희승] 𝗘𝗡-

ꨄ 02

As soon as i got home i looked over at the table. The lunch being left there with a note beside the bowl with a soup.

"𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜"

𝙈𝙪𝙢

She always left after cooking me food. I didn't knew where she went or anything but it was probably hanging out with her friends or having fun at clubs.

I didn't care since my mother was the opposite of me. I was left alone with Goumi once again. I sat behind the table on the chair made of wood waiting for me. I picked up the spoon and started eating the soup.

I wasn't even hungry but my mum would be angry if i left it there to waste and she would know if i threw it out.

All i dreamed of was a person to make me feel like i was home but not every dream can be fulfilled. I thought for every kid it was their mom but it really wasn't.

"𝙂𝙤𝙪𝙢𝙞, 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮"

I smiled at her while she made her way over to me. I picked her up and pulled her in a hug against my chest. I went over to my room and putted her onto my bed.

The sun was directly shining through the blinds into my face but i enjoyed the temperature of it. I closed my eyes while my fingers went through Goumi's fluffy fur. I still listened to all of the songs playing in my headphones. That were the only voices i heard through the entire day.

𝙑𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜

Sometimes i felt crazy that the only living being i talked to was Goumi that never answered to me.

As soon as i couldn't sense the warm feeling on my face i opened my eyes. I went over to my desk and opened the sketch of my drawings.

I picked up a pencil and started drawing Goumi that was resting on my bed.

An hour passed and i finally made a drawing of her. I ripped the page off from the notebook and hanged it on my wall full of other papers with lines drew on them.

"11am"

i glazed at the number written on my home screen while being lost in all of my thoughts.

I got up from the desk of my back hurting. I putted on my shoes again as earlier. I called out for Goumi and decided to go on the field since there was nothing waiting for me in this house.

Sometimes i walked up there even three times a day. I unlocked my front door with a key hanging on the shelf beside it. When i made my way out i shutted the door and locked it again. I put my keys in the pocket of my shorts and picked up Goumi from the ground.

A bike was crossing by and she had a big fear of them. Once it passed by i putted her back on the ground and started walking in the direction to get on the field.

I was slight out of breath when i walked up the hill my favourite place was located on. I looked all over the field. No human was hanging out there so i sighed in relief.

I never wanted for anyone to find this place but in the back of my mind i hoped everyone would find this kind of comfort in their lifetime.

I released Goumi from the leash and threw it on the ground, placing my phone and the keys on the grass after. Before i did so i played a song i was going to dance to.

When i was left with nothing in my pockets i began dancing. I could see Goumi stare at me with every turn i did. As soon as the song was about to finish i bowed as the last move of my performance.

"𝙄 𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡"

As soon as i heard a voice behind me i turned at the speed of life in a shock. A boy was standing there. Tall guy with pale smooth looking skin. Large deep brown eyes with soft looking black hair that was turning dark blue when the sun reached it.

As soon as i spotted him he waved at me with a soft smile placed on his face. It suited his features so much. The only boy that mesmerized me at the first sight. The one that didn't laugh at me for dancing in the middle of nowhere but instead was nice about it.

After a few seconds of standing there, adoring him back i waved at him with a smile. I didn't plan on smiling but i couldn't stop it either. I looked over at Goumi , she was calm, wagging her tail around.

The boy bent down and called Goumi to him.

"𝘿𝙤𝙜𝙜𝙮! 𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙚"

He squeled out of happiness. Goumi ran up to him and started licking his hands. The boy sat down while Goumi sat on his lap still being happy of meeting a new buddy.

I went over to grab the stuff i left on the ground with me. I started walking towards the boy sitting on the grass not being afraid of his clothes getting dirty.

𝙃𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙫𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙤𝙧.