𝐃𝐄𝐉𝐀 𝐕𝐔 [𝙃𝙀𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙐𝙉𝙂] | [희승] 𝗘𝗡-

ꨄ 08

Few days went by. I was still hanging out with Heeseung the whole day.

Ever since he walked me home that night he started waiting for me outside of my house so i wouldn't walk alone no more.

He became my favourite person. My closest friend i could spend time with.

His smile brightened my day always when we hung out together. Him making me feel safe like no one ever did.

Heeseung was the first ever human i didn't hate and i was glad i found him when i was lost in the darkness i couldn't escape from. He was the light. My light.

But i hoped i wouldn't burn from him later.

It was a week since i first saw him on my favourite place, watching me in silence. Just exploring the nature not knowing he would meet me.

Nothing changed between us. I was still falling for him harder every second we spent time together and he was all clueless about it.

I was still dreaming he would realize it one day.

One thing i learned was that when you love someone you don't care if they share the same feeling about you. You are just grateful to spend time with the person.

I was laying in my room when i heard a tap on my window. I turned my head right away, seeing Heeseung in my eye sight. A smile was formed on my face immediately.

I stood up as quickly as i could and went over to open the window. I placed my elbows on the windowsill.

"𝙃𝙞." I said all shy so suddenly. This feeling overwhelmed my whole body as soon as i saw him.

"𝙃𝙞, 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙜𝙤 𝙤𝙪𝙩?" He said in a silly tone.

I nodded and signalized him to wait. I closed the window and ran outside. We were about a few steps away from eachother since he was still standing infront of my window.

It felt like i was admiring him from a far.

I took a one step closer while Heeseung watched every move i did carefully.

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙮" he laughed.

I shouldn't be feeling this feelings towards him but it was too hard to resist. His soft skin and soft lips.

My feelings towards him won't ever change and i knew it.

"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙤𝙤𝙣?" I questioned him all confused since he always came in the morning to visit me.

"𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙚𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪." He smiled at me.

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠" In fact i love sunsets but hate the night afterwards.

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 𝙄𝙯𝙪𝙢𝙞" He reached out his hand for me to grab it.

Why am i feeling so strange?