𝐃𝐄𝐉𝐀 𝐕𝐔 [𝙃𝙀𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙐𝙉𝙂] | [희승] 𝗘𝗡-

ꨄ 13

I grabbed my phone right away and started texting Heeseung.

"𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙖 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜-"

The words i began writing until i realized that he vanished off of the face of Earth in real life and he couldn't reply to me.

I sent the few words to him anyways.

"Delivered ✓"

I tear up when i realized i won't ever get a response back. My last goodbye i was supposed to say to him was today.

I got up throwing some black clothes on myself and sat still waiting for the time to come for me to start walking out of the house.

I was making my way on the funeral even though i hated calling it like that.

Once i got there i saw people i have never seen in my entire life. A woman came up to me.

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙄𝙯𝙪𝙢𝙞?" The woman asked and i nodded.

"𝙃𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙢𝙚, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙈𝙤𝙢. 𝙃𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪" she giggled.

"𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙙𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖'𝙖𝙢?" I asked her giving her a small smile.

"𝙈𝙮 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨. 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 16 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙚."

I teared up at her beautiful words. A little smile escaped my lips.

"𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙚" she said with a smile.

She started searching for something in her bag. She pulled out a white scarf.

"𝙃𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝, 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙯𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪. 𝙃𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙞𝙩, 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙣𝙚."

She said while putting the scarf around my neck.

"𝙃𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙛𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪" his mom was the sweetest woman i have ever met. A few tears escaped my eyes since i couldn't handle the situation well.

We all went to step outside by his lifeless body laying in the closed coffin for no one to see.

The tears that left my eyes while the priest gave his speech began landing on the white scarf around my neck.

I couldn't stop smiling through my tears when i saw a beautiful butterfly sitting on the flowers i brought.

𝙃𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙙.

After the speech was done a song started playing.

"𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜" the one i danced to when i showed him my dancing for the second time.