Six Evil Step Brothers - Yoongi X Jungkook- Yoonkook

02

Yoongi's pov:

I am standing in front of my mother's dead body.

 They are screaming at me.

They are screaming at my mother.

They are calling her names.

I am just standing. I don't know what I am thinking.

The weather is pretty nice today, to be honest. The sky is blue. It is the purest shade of blue I have ever seen. Little clouds were floating around. They were so white. They looked like the weird shaped rice cakes that amma makes. I think I make better rice cakes than her. And she always just smiles whenever I make that claim. But its true.

I am right now writing my diary. Not really writing physically. I am writing in my mind. I haven't had breakfast. I really crave amma's pancake. They are not really pretty looking, sometimes they are burnt. But still they taste sweet.

Oh. It's raining. 

The staffs have come running. They are now taking the two dead bodies inside the house.

Dead body.

Dead body.

Does one's soul leave the body after one had died? Then can I still call that body my mother? Where might have her soul gone? She might be laughing at me now. She might be saying, "Yoongiaah wake up!"

Right.

I am dreaming. I am waiting to wake up. I am waiting when amma will call me and then softly stroke my hair to wake me up.

Oh. I am getting wet. Amma will be pretty angry now. I can't really get wet in the rain like this. Now I will get cold.

Appa always said that I am a cat spirit. When I cried to play in the rain with my friends, Appa used to, "Yoongiaaahhh... but you are a cat spirit."

I used to gasp and ask, "Cat spirit?"

Amma used nod along with Appa. She used to say with a smile, "Huuuu...our Yoongi is a cat spirit. And you know, how cats hate water! They can't tolerate water at all... Whenever it rains, the cats hides under the shade so that they wouldn't get cold."

I used to pout in response. I used to be really sad that I was a cat spirit. I hated cats.

Amma. Appa. They always fooled me.

Appa had said that he would never leave me alone.

Amma had said that she would never leave me alone.

But they left.

I have asthma since childhood. So I could never run around with the other kids.

That's when dad bought an electric piano for me. We were not rich. But still he borrowed money from his friend to buy that piano.

He came home with that piano one night. Amma was furious for spending so much money.

Appa came to me and grabbed my cheeks, "Money and everything, is for Yoongi and you only. My life is for Yoongi and you only. Teach my baby piano. I would love to hear you two play. Huu?"

Amma finally smiled at him after that.

After that we would play piano everyday. Me and Amma. Appa would also sometimes join us and would play some forbidden notes which none recognized. Amma just laughed.

When I mastered my first piece, we had held a party. Just us.

Oh.

It's getting harder to breathe.

My vision is getting blurry.

Am I crying? Or its the rain water getting in my eyes?

Why am I crying? 

It's just a dream. Yoongi.

Yoongi, she said she will take you to your new school.

Obviously, she will come to your new room in a moment and will wake you up from this nightmare.

She will wake me up.

Suddenly, it feels like the ground my feet is shaking. Earthquake? Everything is spinning.

And its getting dark...

Its dark.

So dark that i can't see anything.

Dark.