Once we finished, my boys did their chores before going to bathe! Zac looked impressed but we are raising young kings around here and they will conduct themselves as such! I made my way upstairs to feed and change Zuri but Ko and Dom were already in there! I went to go showered and I started stripping, before walking into the bathroom! Once I finished showering, Zac showered and then I said a prayer before going to check on the boys who were all in Zay's room!
"Alright boys, let's pray!"
We kneeled down together!
Zay, "Now I lay me down to sleep!"
Zy, "I pray the Lord my soul to keep!"
Le, "Angels watch me through the night!"
Ziggy, "And wake me with the morning light!"
Together, "Amen!"
"Now let's go to our rooms and have a good night sleep!"
Zay, "We love you mama!"
"I love y'all too babies! Give me suga!"
They kissed me on the cheek and of course Zay kissed my forehead! I tucked all of them in and checked on Zuri again! I held her and song to her while rocking her, "Rock a bye baby in the tree top, when the wind blows the cradle will rock, when the bough breaks, the cradle will fall and down will go baby cradle and all!"
I kissed her forehead and placed her back in her crib before going downstairs!
Ko, "Booga baby?"
"Yes Ko!"
Ko, "We are leaving but you need to talk to your man!"
I nodded and her and Dom kissed my cheek before leaving! I locked the door and sat my alarm! Before sitting down!
Zac sat next to me and grabbed my hand, "I know you had nothing to do with it! It was Gladys and now I need to figure out why but I don't want no one to get hurt in the process!"
"Zac I'll go to the end of the world to protect our kids and you! You know this already!"
Zac, "I don't need you to activate Razor just yet! I got a couple more niggas to place in an ice box!"
I nodded, "Zac you can stop looking like that! I'm not mad, I'm tired! Trust me when I tell you, you would've know if I was mad! It's just a lot going on, and there are 5 babies who depend on me now! I can't afford to have another heart attack and I'm not trying to! I understand and I forgive you but I just want some peace today okay! I'm going to bed!"
I kissed his forehead and headed upstairs! My head was banging and I checked on all the kids before lying down! 10 minutes later I felt him slide in behind me, and he pulled me close to him! I was going to try to go to sleep but I knew I probably wouldn't be able to so I just laid there! Idk what happened to him while he was away but I could tell based on his breathing that he wasn't sleep, he was just resting, and he was that way all night because every time I got up, he sat up!