the kids aren't alright | brallon a.u | dallon's song |

I'm A Walking Travesty

My mind was working on overdrive as Frank- a.k.a Mr. Iero drove to Dallon's house. And I had just gotten a call from Dallon.

"Good, I love you okay?" I meant it.

Then, he went silent, I couldn't hear him. It was like the world was ending right there. "Dal? Baby!" I shout, tears falling from my eyes. "Brendon, focus! I want you to run inside that house and get Dallon as fast as you can okay," Frank says as he races down Dallon's street. He quickly makes a stop right in front of the house and I quickly get out, running up the porch, into the house, and up the stairs into Dallon's room. I kick open the door and I see the unseeable. My boyfriend covered in blood. "Oh god." I pull him out of the tub and grab his sweater, tying it around one of his bleeding wrists. "Frank!" I yell as I search frantically for bandages under the sink. I find them and tear them open, Frank comes in, carrying more bandages and a bottle of peroxide. Frank gasps but kneels down next to me and grabs Dallon's other wrist, wrapping it up in bandages.

After we finish wrapping his cuts with the bandages, I pull his head onto my lap. "Dallon, oh Dallon, what did you do?" I cry, Frank walks out of the room leaving me to take in my nearly lifeless boyfriend. "I love you! I love you!" I shout and put my head onto his.

"B-Bren?"

My head shoots up and I look to see Dallon's eyes opening slowly.

"Dallon, oh my god." I cry and kiss his forehead.

"I'm sorry." he whispers.

"Don't be sorry, okay? I'm proud of you because you called me, okay?" I tell him.

"My back hurts." He whispers. I nod and call Frank to help me help Dallon up. He comes back in and we carefully pull Dallon up, and into his bedroom. He sits up on the bed, I grab him clothes while Frank cleans up the dried blood.

"Dallon, from now own, you can't leave the school without an escort." Frank says. I look up to see Dallon nod and a few tears plip onto his thighs. I walk over to him and put on his shirt. Frank moves out of the way and I slide basketball ball shorts onto Dallon. "I love you, too." I hear, I look up at Dallon and smile, kissing his chin.

"Go to sleep okay?" I tell him. He nods and lays down on the bed, I pull up the comforter and tuck it into his sides, I give him a peck on the cheek, and leave the room, Frank following me. He shuts the door and he pulls me in for a hug. I quietly sob into his shirt and he just pats my back.

"He needs to see someone about this soon." He tells me. I nod and let go, "What if they send him to a hospital, I can't let that happen." I reply.

"They can't send him away, he needs a guardian to sign him in there, but he needs this, Brendon. I'll pay for the sessions if that helps any." He says.

"I'll need you to go talk to him after he wakes up, but I need to go back to the school, I'll excuse you and Dallon for the rest of this week, but for now, keep me updated." I nod and he gives me a small smile.

"I need you to take care of him and yourself okay?" He adds. I nod and he gives me another hug, then walking downstairs and our of the house. I sigh and open the door, I'm surprised to see Dallon sitting up the comforter around his body, he almost looked like he was in a burrito, and if I wasn't so sad and scared for him I would giggle, but like I said I was sad and scared for him as of now.

"What's wrong, babe?" I ask.

"I'm sorry I made you cry again." My heart drops and I pull him into my arms, he starts to sob into my arms and I pull him on the bed and he pulls me into the blanket burrito. "Dallon, what happened?" I whisper.

"Dan was so close to-" he didn't need to say anymore because I shushed him up with a kiss. "Tomorrow, you aren't going to have to worry about that anymore, okay? I am going to take care of everything, you need to focus on yourself, and how much I care for you- how much your father cares for you okay?"

He nods and kisses me back, "Brendon, could you do me a favour?" He whispers. I nod. "I need you to do things to me, I need- I need you to- to take my virginity."

I froze. Of course I love him and god would I love to have sex with him, but he's just so confused- so sad- so scared. I shake my head, and pull him into my chest, "I can't, Dally, you don't know what you're getting in to."

"Yes I do! I want you to do it because if you don't I know that one day a guy at school is going to take it too far and I don't want them to take it- I want you to!" He shouts voice cracking and trembling in sadness.

"I will, Dallon, but I know you don't want to do this okay? I will keep you safe. We will do it when you actually feel ready okay?" I wanted to sob then and there, he's so sad. So broken.

"Okay, can we kiss though?"

"Of course." I tell him and he looks up at me and slides up a few inches for us to kiss. The kiss is slow and deep. Biting each other's bottom lips, licking lips, hands running through hair, soft moans, soft yet strong "I love you's" being said. It was nice. It made us forget.