"So what, You don't wanna do this anymore!?" I asked with teary eyes. "It's not that Y/N.. It's just, It's hard for me and you know that" "No, No I don't know. Because you were so into me and now your like.. Your just like not? I don't understand!" "I know.. It's not you, Trust me. I'm just bad at realtionships because i've never got this far with a girl like this before.."
"Yeah I can tell, But why don't you just go with the flow and see where it goes instead of not talking to me and checking out other broads"
"I don't know...."
"So now what? I just go on with life after wasting 3 months of my life just to be put off?" "There's so many guys that want you" "But I want you"
"I know Y/N but you can't just move on like me?"
"No because I'm not like you, I don't leave girls because I'm a pussy who can't deal with my own feelings and talk to them about it and take things farther because I still love them and don't run away from my problems!"
"I'm talking to you right now!" "No! Your telling me you don't want us to work out. Because your a coward who can't own up his own feelings!" "Y/N stop running! I'm not chasing after you!"
"Good! You don't love me so don't!"
I run away to my house and go to sleep crying.
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It's been a month.
I had decided to go to the DX.
"Yo! Y/N, Come over here!" Soda shouted.
He was with all of the gang. And that includes Dally. I didn't wanna be rude so I walked over to where they were standing.
"What are you up to girl!?" Soda asked. "Yeah, haven't seen you in months" Pony says.
"Oh nothing. You know, The usual. Shopping and hanging out with the girlfriends"
"Dally ask you out yet?" Soda said. "Uhm, No. Dally likes to run away from his feelings" I faked laughed "Oh well, I'm sure he will" "Maybe" I smiled. They got back to their conversation. I glanced over at Dally to see him looking at the ground and than up to me but quickly looked away.
I couldn't handle the bad tension. I missed Dally and him not loving me or at least not acting like it hurt. Badly.
"You okay Y/N?" Pony asked as tears formed. "Yeah, Yeah. I'll see you guys later okay?"
"Do you need a drive home?" Darry asked. "No, I'm fine. I'll just walk but thanks" I smiled while wiping my snotty nose. "Okay, anytime. Be safe okay?" "I'll try. Bye guys!" "Bye!"
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As time went by, I didn't see the greasers because I mainly hung out with them because Dally was there. It wasn't that I didn't like them, I still talked to Pony and Johnny in school when I could. But Dally made things less awkward and it felt weird to hang out when we didn't talk anymore and with him there.
Infact I hadn't seen them in a few weeks since I saw them for like 20 minutes at the DX. But now that school was out I couldn't talk to Pony or Johnny.
It felt werid. Too weird.
I had started talking to this other greaser named Milo. He was tan and had dark short curly hair he greased up. He mainly worse white shirts with black leather jackets.
He was fun, But he wasn't Dally.
Because no one could ever be like Dally...
I was hanging with him smoking and laughing. "Hey y/n!" I heard a famillar voice. I turned to see the gang. "Oh, Hey guys?" "Whos that?" They both said . "While were here, Let me interdouce eachother.! Guys this is Milo. A broad I'm talking to and I like. Milo, This is Darry, Soda,Steve,Two-bit,Pony,Johnny,And Dally"
"I thought you were with Dally?" Pony said. "Uhm.. No. Dally just didn't feel a connection anymore I guess. Or you know, He got scared of love again and ran away from his feelings for the 100th time about a month and half ago"
"Oh.."
"But, I'm with Milo now and he makes me really happy"
"That's good" "Isn't it!?" I smiled and kissed Milo. I could just see Dally's heart break. Almost the same way mine did.
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A few days later I decided to go to the Curtis house. It's was getting dark as it was 8 and none of the gang was at their house as they all left and Darry was in his room and so was Soda and Pony.
I was watching TV in the living room.
It was silent until I felt a movement on the couch and Dally was there. "So he makes you 'really' happy huh?"
"Yeah" I took a drink of my beer.
"You wanna know something?" I asked. "Maybe I am like you" "What do you mean?"
"I mean what I said" "I know, But like how" "I saw your heart break almost exactly like mine did and I didn't care" I looked over at him. "I do care" "I can tell yeah" I said sarcasticlly. "I do Y/N"
"Mhm.." "You wanna know something?" I was staring back at the TV but I could feel his eyes on me. "Hit me" I took another drink of my beer. "At night, I go to sleep to our memories and I always think.. What if I didn't run away from my feelings. And I picture it" "And what do you see?" "True love"
I looked over to him.
"True love?" I breathy laughed while my voiced cracked and once again. Had teary eyes. "What?" He said. "That's funny"
"How is that funny" "I-I.. don't know" I broke down sobbing. "Dal.." I said. "Yeah baby?" "Do you really want what we had to be over?" "No" I heard a little crack in his voice. I looked over to him and hugged him as tight as I could so he wouldn't leave again. "I'm not leaving" He whispered into my ear and rubbed my hair until I fell asleep.
