Never the one Never mine | VSOO

22. Meant to be

"By chance, Do you know this?

There's a side of you only I know.

Like the first snow of a midsummer night,

An unbelievable miracle,

A moment of surprise, 

It's you.

- Christmas Tree by Taehyung "

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Taehyung's world had been turned upside down. He didn't feel like doing anything. He was just what he used to scold Jisoo for being or doing.

Wanting to die.

"Does she like him?"

"Did I mean nothing?"

"Was it all just an act?" 

He kept thinking to himself, his thoughts kept killing him.

"I'm in love with an idiot," Jisoo thought to herself, they both spent the night thinking about each other. 

Jisoo didn't know he was watching, but something about the moments with Aiden reminded her of Taehyung.

And Taehyung thought that she had forgotten about him. 

How the misunderstanding kills both of them in different ways.

Jisoo wrote poems at midnight completely disoriented.

"A mess"

 Both of their thoughts happened to align. 

Both of their phones rang. 

With each other's calls. 

So much for both of them to literally be a mess.

This time.

They picked it up at the same time, without noticing it was a video call, 

Embarrassed about how they looked they started to talk, at the same time.

"Hey"

"Hi"

"You called?" Both of the same, at the same time, trying not to meet each other's gaze.

"Uh, nothing just wanted to talk" Again both of them said at the same time. 

Jisoo was recording the call cuz she wanted to send it to Jennie of course.

"So how's Aiden"

"So how's Taeyeon" 

Their voices clashed and they just gave a smile to each other.

Jisoo's mind went "Fuck my life, I have never been so embarrassed in my life."

And so did Taehyung's.

"Uhm, Its really late right now, let's talk tomorrow" Jisoo said.

"Go to sleep" Taehyung ordered, His voice was still the same. Husky. 

"No" Jisoo said, sternly.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because I don't want to, plus you can't tell me what to do even after-" Jisoo stopped mid-sentence, she understood that they were not together for her to stop him.

But Taehyung already knew what she was going to say.

"By the way, I read the fanfic you wrote, one of the chapters end like this

She wanted him.

He wanted her.

They both wanted each other.

But, 

So what really was the continuation?" Taehyung asked her, changing the subject.

Now, Jisoo a bit less embarrassed asks "What do you think would be the ending?"

"I don't know," He replied.

"Give a guess" She said.

Then, both of them at the same time said "Distance won"

They both, looked so happy, but so emotionless, looking into each other's eyes.

"Also, there was another line which said 'Impossible loves make the best stories'" Jisoo said trying to be nonchalant.

"Hmm, Yea" Taehyung replied.

And they disconnected the call.

Both of them afterwards, laughed, the embarrassment now just felt funny, they smiled, but's ones smile vanished when 'she' started to cry.

"I don't know why im crying, but I am" She said to herself. 

Wiping her tears, away she got her book and started writing poems again:

"Some days we're best friends, 

Some days we're enemies,

Some days more than that, 

Some days we've forgotten about each other.

When the rain stops, you shine on me,

Your light is the only light that keeps the cold out.

You're like my moon, pretty but never mine.

And I'm your star, I never leave you alone."

"The universe moved for us,

Nothing was out of place,

Our happiness was meant to be,

You love me, I love you.

Even though we're far away,

Our hearts are still the same, aren't they?

Even when you're not by my side,

Even when I'm not by your side,

We know we're still together.

Even in the cold winter, 

Until the flowers bloom again in spring,

Stay there a little longer for me."

Her pretty words would win anyone's heart.

Everyone told her to post these poems she wrote, but she always thought that it was cringe. 

"Its okay to be sad, for sorrow comes with beauty."

Taehyung read. 

He felt so alone, and...Lost.

He felt like no one was there for him.

Everyone felt so foreign, and the ones who didn't were people he couldn't make up the courage to talk too.

It was 3 AM already, Taehyung messaged Jisoo

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*Kim Taehyung:

"Asleep?"

*Kim Jisoo:

"No"

*Kim Taehyung:

"Wanna meet tmr?"

*Kim Jisoo:

"Sure"

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"WHY THE FUCK DID I SAY YES" Jisoo thought to herself, 

How possibly stupid of her to meet up with someone she has a crush on,

but he looks at her as his best friend,

Or maybe not...