yakuza! yuta x camboy! winwin
In which Sicheng just wants to follow his dreams, and Yuta just wants to spoil him.
started 07-27-24 / finished 08-19-24
#10 in Yuwin
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Yuta's last session with Sicheng was... Strange, he seemed so excited to reveal his little getup to Yuta, but then suddenly his face changed and after that, there wasn't the special glow in his eye that he only had for private sessions. The semblance of joy that Yuta knew was because of the crush that Sicheng had on him, but what changed? What was different?
That's what Yuta was dying to know. Maybe he was having a bad day, or maybe Yuta's reaction to his attire wasn't what he was expecting. But a part of his mind did wonder if the bruising on his neck was upsetting him, even though their relationship was strictly transactional.
He found it upsetting, that Sicheng seemed displeased. "Fuck, this is getting out of hand." He whispered to himself, feeling that this was beginning to become parasocial in nature. Should he take a break from Sicheng? But then what about his bills...
His work today was taxing, going to different ends of the kansai region to intimidate debtors wasn't exactly an easy task, but at least it was significantly less stressful than the ladder half of his career, because he wasn't risking his life.
His thoughts of Sicheng, of Sicheng's finances, fears, excitement? That, that kept him motivated, motivated to work more hours than he had to, than he'd ever done before.
"Mr. Nakamoto?" Yuta jumped, startled at the sudden approach. "Oh," He heaved in relief, with his hand on his chest. "Hey, Osaki. What'd you need?" Yuta spared a glance to the dodgy man, his distaste for Shotaro only being heightened by every interaction they had. "I need the keys to your laundromat, Tokuno said the roof was leaking and I need to get the 'supplies' out of the back."
He sighed. "How do I know I can trust you with the keys?" Yuta asked, with a hand on his forehead, lightly rubbing. "Because it's my duty sir." Shotaro bowed, "This is the oath I took when I joined the yakuza."
Yuta hated the prospect of trusting Shotaro, but knew it was required of him. "Fine, take them." He begrudgingly said, handing the younger a singular key that he pulled off of his massive keychain.
One of the ways the yakuza stayed in power was simply by owning everything, and any business they didn't directly own was still controlled by them or indebted to them. They even had connections in the police department, it was almost too big to fail, almost.
The operation was ran tightly for a reason though, and Yuta intended to keep it that way. He was always watching, always observing in case of a potential rat. That was, until lately.
Sicheng has been on his mind far too much for his own good, one moment he's stressing about becoming accidentally attached to a camboy who most likely wouldn't reciprocate, next moment he's fantasizing about taking Sicheng's virginity.
It was probably creepy as a 36 year old man, the fact that he wanted to take a 24 year old's virginity. The fact that he was so inexperienced in life that he hadn't even had sex yet, it made the age gap seem more gruesome.
Yuta lost his virginity at 17, and that was 19 years ago. It was such ancient history that Yuta had lived entire lifetimes since then, experimented with different people – and genders – and discovered his sexuality. Not to mention he was only a junkosei then, if that experience had been so distant in the past for him, then it meant that Sicheng was just that distant in maturity.
Yet, no matter how much he tried to convince himself that Sicheng was too young for him, that he should back away while he still can, he remembered those images in the back of his mind.
Sicheng riding a dildo that was impossibly big for a virgin, the way his face looked when he was fucked out, his ethereal moans, even the face he made when he was cumming. No age difference could stop Yuta from desiring that, 24 was no small feat, he'd had development into adult life.
And not having sex isn't going to change his worldview or cognitive awareness. Only time and experience with the world could change that. Yuta knew adult men older than himself that didn't have that, they were mentally immature compared to Sicheng.
There was the obvious fact that he'd taken more plastic dick than a lot of non-virgins, and that thousands of people had seen him naked and jacking off. It kind of made Yuta jealous, he didn't want to share Sicheng, didn't want other men to lay their dirty hands on him.
God, if Yuta ever saw Sicheng with a guy like Shotaro, he would probably explode in anger. His natural possessiveness was aimed at men like Shotaro, that certain level on slime bucket infuriated him to no end.
He was lucky there was basically no chance of that happening, that his worries were simply worries and nothing more. Regardless, he needed to be more aware of his surroundings, so he put his thoughts of Sicheng on pause to focus more on the world around him.
