LOVE IS PATHETIC

Chapter Six

Who said I wouldn't accept the card and I'll go shopping with it after all am doing the cooking so he buys I cook simple logic of you ask me. The problem is I don't know what is needed for a Korean dish so I'll just cook the foods I know. After the groceries, I went to buy some decent clothes with my money of course am not that wicked. After some decent clothes I went for an ice cream then went back to the cottage.

I took a deep breath. I am not stupid of course I have seen him looking at my body more than once and after what happened last night gosh it keeps playing in my head rent free especially the groans he made. Damn. I will never leave my book lying around again. I have to know that I'm leaving with someone now and a Man at that Suga for that matter. I still don't know how am not freaking out on the outside because inside God help me I was melting and imagining things am not supposed to.

I opened the door and well clear enough he wasn't around. I went to the kitchen and unpacked storing the groceries well before heading to my room. I settled took my kindley with earpods connected I decided this was better than being seen around carrying that book. I cut some fruits and went to the living room. Is it just me because I find reading the book better than listening to it being read to me. I put the pods out and left for my room to get the book image be damned.  When I got back I found him looking like he was going out but he said he had no plans today. I got his card and returned it but he declined." Just keep it for any emergency and groceries might need. You didn't even spend much." He said wearing his jacket. I turned and place the card in the holder on the wall. "Am going out don't wait up for me I might get back late." And with that he walked out.

With nothing to do, I watched some dramas. Soon I got a call from my friends." Spill who is he. Is he handsome. Gosh have you guys fucked yet. Am so excited for you babygirl." Jacqueline will never cease to surprise me. "He is good looking I must admit with a skin that is calling onto me to give hickeys on. Gosh but we haven't fucked yet." I told them but they were looking at me wide eyed."What's wrong come on guys you know I don't do flings I need connection for the fuck to be great and I think we might not even fuck even if I wanted to. He's someone not to get a attached with you know. Jacqueline why are you closing you're eyes. And yes of course you're favorite he has a big dick like goodness I didn't see it properly but from what I saw when he had an erection it was mouth wateringly huge and long."I said smiling at them. Then Regina slapped her forehead and pointed at something behind me when I turned I froze. I literally froze. How long has he been back here didn't he leave. Did he hear everything I said? Goodness am sure my face had no color." I'm sorry I forgot my card upstairs sorry." He left and went to grab his card no the another card from his room then the came down and left."Min Yoongi is the guy you're staying with?"Cindy shouted from behind me and I remembered them." How long was he standing there. Please tell me he just got there." I pleaded because what did I just say about his cock my goodness this is embarrassing and awkward." Sorry babe but he heard it all." Veronica said with a weird smile on her face. I didn't like what I saw in her eyes. I  ended the call closed my eyes to catch my running brain. I gathered my thoughts.

Maybe if I cooked his favorite foods then he'll let that pass? Who was I kidding I need to move out before he returned. That sounded like a good idea. With that I went in my room and packed my bags. Maybe I can cook something as an apology. So with that I made him an African dish with a side note. I freshened up and off I went to a hotel. This will do besides this week is already speedy enough just next week and I fly back to South Korea. That sounded like a plan. I signed in to the hotel had my dinner and went to bed but with a heavy heart.