LOVE IS PATHETIC

Chapter Twelve

I heaved out a sigh immediately my back hit my door. He hasn't left yet. I can still hear him at the door. The movie night ended up being feelings night. Did I have to tell him how I felt? Not that I regret it now I can understand where he's coming from fuck that bitch broke him badly. I went to my room freshened up and went to bed.

Next day I went about my schedule. Me and the girls were planning a getaway trip together all of us and I was looking forward to it. The BTS comeback concert was a week away I had my ticket all right and so were my girls but like I said it's in a week time. I went to work but kept refreshing my chats with him. I know I should give him time to get himself together and I know I shouldn't hope for much but can someone blame me. The truth of the matter is that I had fallen in love with him,he treated me so right and when we had sex God we clicked body and soul and I know am not the only one who felt it.

Should I text him or not. Hello. I texted and when I didn't see any reply I assumed he was busy with the concert coming up. Those guys practice for 18hours in a day and that's just dance practice and stage management we haven't talked about their vocals and gyming time goodness he must be busy and he'll be tired by the time they're done. With that in mind I focused on my work.

The day of the concert was here. When we were finally let inside the stadium I was very excited. It's my first BTS concert and I couldn't help but hope that they'll play my favorite songs. It was epic seeing the comeback concert. They had muscles and damn they did us nasty. My virgin eyes not that I'd ever complain or anything concerning that matter. Then they sang my favorite song I couldn't hear myself but the screaming was top notch that Jk looked my way and smiled and soon I was on the big screen. I screamed and jumped and made love fingers. Everything then I raised my board which read take all the time you need I am here for you guys. So much love BTS. I'm quite sure he knew the message was for him. He looked at the screen smiling the looked at the crowd and did he just blush.

People took it as a fan expressing her love to her idols but the idols knew because they looked at Yoongi and smiled. I couldn't feel any happier at least they knew about me. I felt calm and enjoyed the rest of the concert.

We slept over at mine but we were dead tired to gossip. The following morning we prepared and went to a spa and let's just say we had a great ladies out but I still didn't hear a word from him. Did I push him too hard. I know people out there would kill to be fuck buddies with him but I  couldn't. I decided to give him the space he needed.