LOVE IS PATHETIC

Chapter Fifteen

IAM not freaking out because of what an idol like dude I've fucked one who did he think he is and the photographer did a great job even I would've been convinced I'm dating that asshole. What about Yoongi will he believe me or will this incident drive him away from me even more. I look at the last text between us should I explain but why it's not like we're dating or anything for that matter I owe him no explanations God this was killing me. There was a knock at my door but I ignored it maybe those fans have found my location could it be the media not maybe Regina is back to check up on me? I got up and went to get it when I peeped out I couldn't help but feel dreadful is he mad? will he end whatever this was that we had? I could take it anymore so I opened the door and he stepped in but his first words made my heart sink.

"We need to talk." I ushered him in to take a seat atleast I'll be seated for this talk so I nodded for him to continue. "IM so sorry for leaving you on an undecided path and grateful for all the time and space you gave me. I can't say I have everything figured out but I'm ready to give you no give us a chance and I hope am not too late for this. please date me. choose me be my woman be my lady my kitten my ice...please." Silence passed and I could tell he was beginning to feel uncomfortable with my silence but I was feeling everything at once you can't blame me so I nodded with a tear  down my face then I finally found my voice"yes yes yes a thousand and one times yes my god yes"he took my hands smiling so widely"yes? yes you said yes" looked like he couldn't believe it too gosh even I couldn't but when we hugged and kissed it was real and the kiss conveyed what we had for each other a new chapter for us together and I couldn't be happier" now can I fuck you again? no let us make love because I'm dying to be in you again" I laughed so hard but yes I couldn't deny what we both wanted after all what is a promise without a seal right?

Time goes by faster when you're with your love or when enjoying yourself and now it was time to return to work and face the the world because come on I'm dating thee Yoongi. I know it's not going to be a walk on the park but yea I'll face them when ready I actually told him not to reveal us yet. That didn't end well my dear he was mad at first but after explaining to him the kind of fans that were out there he compromised cause let's be real he doesn't give a shit what another thinks if all they have is negativity like negative negativity if you get what I mean. I packed and off we went with my friends of course teasing me to no end. IM just glad the rumour ended faster than they had spread gosh.

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Its almost a year since we began dating and honestly I wanna show her off and with that in mind I wrote. IAM dating and it's a year now your genuine love and support is welcomed as you all know I'm not getting any younger thank you. And with that I went offline and powered off my phone like stayed away from technology it wasn't that hard with all the projects going on. I know I'll be on the spotlight and I should respect her words and boundaries she had set and I know if her identity is out I'll be single and miserable again and honestly no thanks so I restrained from visiting her gosh.

The internet was wild like why is everyone analysing my old post and looking into my songs well that's money coming in not doubt so yea am getting ready to go to court yes women can be diffic ult sometimes and as usual v is here to give me points with his zero lovelife. What I know is that she is going to kill I know you guys might thinkim overeating but you didn't see her text. "don't explain yourself too much she is right ok? like women are always right be mindful of trick questions and yes have a gift for her you know anyway tell me the details when no if you manage to stay alive hung good luck". Like I said v has taken itgn upon himself to make himself my love advicor when he's got no one. IM of to her saying I got this is a lie.

Hello, well hope you're watching run Jin because why not. I don't know how this is going but I think it will be alright I have many ideas but putting the down seems to be a problem.