BFB {Hyunjin SKZ} S1

CHAPTER 72

Later

I sat in my car thinking of wether to go grocery shopping or not

"Should I go I mean pumpkin pie is on sell at this time of year hmmmm although I do want to make some pizza"

Fuck it I'll just go

I drove off and headed to the grocery store

When I got there I got a kart and started looking around "uhhh this looks delicious" I picked up the pumpkin pie and put it in the cart

"Oh hi Ava" I looked up and it was Eunbin "oh um hi" I said "so what have you and Hyunjin been up to" she asked

"Um nothing we've been hanging out why" I asked "oh well you don't have to worry about me I told him that he should just fight for you since he's in love with you" she said

"Oh um I have a boyfriend already" I said "oh shit maybe I shouldn't have told you well um hehe it was nice seeing you bye" she said walking away

"Wait what" I said and she kept walking away

Hyunjin loves me

I mean he did tell me he had feelings for me but he never said he loved me

No

No

No

I said yes to Jungkook already

Please I don't wanna be confused

I shook it off and continued shopping around getting groceries

Home

I put the frozen pizza in the oven and sat down scrolling through TikTok

Does Hyunjin really love me?

But I don't love him or do I?

No I don't I mean why would I have said yes to Jungkook if I loved another man

I need to stop with this nonsense

Ding Dong

Hmmm who could it be I was planning on eating the pizza all by myself self

"Ahhh your a girlfriend now" Nessa hugged me "yes haha I am" I said

"Wow Ava your first boyfriend so how does it feel to finally be dating someone" Jeongin came in and closed the door "um it feels the same" I said

"Wait till yall go out on dates and be together all the time although with his tattoo work you guys probably won't be together every single day like Jeongin and I" Nessa said

"Guys come in we haven't even been dating for twenty four hours" I said "uhhh do I smell pizza" Jeongin said

"Yes yall came at such a bad time I was planning on eating every single peace of it" I said "damn fat ass" Jeongin said and I smacked him

"Remind me who would eat two whole pizzas during high school" I said and he stayed quiet "that's what i thought"

"Anyways we should go on double dates soon it'll be fun" Nessa said "oh yeah we should" I said "okay I tell Jungkook about it and see when he has time" she said and I nodded

Ding

The oven rang "oh Ava can I use your restroom" Nessa asked "oh yeah sure" I said and she got up and Jeongin followed me to the kitchen

"You don't seem happy" he said and I looked at him as I took out the pizza from the oven "I don't know if I made the right decision" I said

"Why do you not have feelings for Jungkook" he asked "I I do I think I do" I said "Ava you think or do you have feelings for him" he asked

"I okay I do like him" I said "but you're not sure if you like him enough to date him" he said and I nodded

"Yes specially now that I found out that Hyunjin loves me" I said and he looked at me "who told you that" he asked "Eunbin I saw her at the store and she asked how things were going with Hyunjin and I just gave her a confused look"

"And what did she say" he asked "she said that I didn't have to worry anymore that she had told him to fight for me because he loved me" I said

"Okay is the pizza ready" Nessa came back "oh yeah it is let me just cut it" I said and looked at Jeongin

"Why are yall being weird" Nessa asked "oh it's nothing" Jeongin said hugging her

I cut the pizza while Nessa got the plates and Jeongin got some sodas

Later

I sat down in my couch with Jeongin Nessa had left already "so what are you gonna do" he asked and I looked at him

"I don't know" I said "I mean do you have feelings for Hyunjin" he asked "that's the thing I don't know"

"Okay do you have a board" he asked getting up "I think I do in that closet over there" I said pointing at it

"What are you gonna do" I asked as he took out the board and expo markers "we're gonna do pros and cons of the both of them" he said writing their names

"I guess" I said "let's start with the cons" he said and I nodded "let's start with Hyunjin" he looked at me

"What are his cons" he asked "well he's a man whore" I said "okay that's a strong way to start" he said

"Um he hates me in a way although he's starting to be nice" I said "well we'll count it as both"

"He's rude" he nodded "um I don't know what else" I said "okay well let's go with Jungkook" he said

"Um I don't know that many bad things about him although he tried giving me a gun one time but I said no" I said and he nodded

"Anything else" he asked "I'm still thinking" I said

"You know what forget the board I'll just tell you straight up" I said "ugh fine" he threw the marker on the couch and sat next to me

"I like Jungkook I love the way he treats me so lovable he always protects me, and he hasn't hurt me at all he's so caring the only part that I don't like is the guns like what does he do that he has guns" I said

"True" he nodded "what about Hyunjin" he asked and I looked at the floor

"Well Hyunjin is nice to me now, he's caring, we don't hate each other like we used too, and even tho we've had our ups and downs everything is good now"

"But" I looked at him "but he confessed his feelings and I told him that I used to have feelings for him too but with everything that he had done to me they slowly started fading but I don't know if it's true"

"What if I'm just lying to my self because I don't want him to hurt me anymore what if I still have feelings for him" I said

"Well if you do what are you gonna do with Jungkook" he asked

"I don't know I think I'll just give him time to make me fall in love with him or something and see how things end up with Hyunjin since he lied to me" I said and he nodded

"Lied what do you mean" he looked at me confused "well when he told me that he had feelings for me he said that if I did end up dating Jungkook that he would leave me alone and let me be happy with him but he's been going to the club a lot and he tells me as crystal the opposite that he'll do anything to separate us so that I can end up with him" I said

"Well good luck with that" he said getting up "you're leaving I asked "yeah" he said "think about everything Ava so that you don't make a mistake

"Okay I will then bye" I said giving him a hug "bye" he then walked out the door and I locked it

"Ugh what's my life"