Nanlaki ang mga mata ko habang nakatingin sa mga matataas na rides. How the hell are we going to ride those things?!
And hindi rin naman namin mahanap sina Linux and Jirou! Baka nga nakasakay na sila sa mga nakakatakot na rides na 'to! Napahawak ako sa ulo ko dahil hindi ko 'to gusto. It's so scary!
"Can we just go home? Let's do these things next time," I asked and turned my head on her, only to see that she was so excited. The way her eyes are sparkling while looking at those rides.
I finally took back my own words because of that, looking at how she's so excited. She might as well forget our mission here. Linux and Jirou are no longer available for us to stalk.
"Can I ride a Carousel?" she asked as if it was her first time riding it. She's smiling so widely at me and all I could was to nod my head as approval.
Hinila niya ako patungo sa carousel at nagbayad kaagad.
"Is this your first time riding a Carousel?" I asked because she doesn't find it weird, almost everyone riding the Carousel are kids.
"I haven't even gone to the amusement park!" she said while smiling at me. "My family do not allow this kind of things! I'm born to be an attorney, an asset!"
The smile I had slowly fade away. She's saying all of those things with a happy smile, I bet she's growing with an only book in her hands. That... She didn't get to play outside.
"I'll go na ah! Watch me rock these things!" she says and enters the Carousel.
Hindi tuloy ako makangiti sa mga sinabi niya. Is it always like this? For people who are born with wealth? They became an asset for the next generation?
Nakita kong sumakay siya sa isang kabayo at nakangiti habang nakasakay roon. My eyes slowly widened seeing those bright smiles and how the smile brightens up her eyes. My mouth hang open a little bit, seeing how beautiful she is.
She looks so peaceful and happy riding it. I bite down my lower lip and I could feel some tingling in my stomach as I stared at her. What is this feeling again? It's like there's a bright light around her, that I could only focus on her.
"Frost! Look! I'm going up and down!" she exclaimed and giggles. My eyes focused on her and I could feel my heart beating so fast once again. I could feel the heat in my cheeks as I stared at her.
What is she doing to me? This is so different from what I feel.
Did I... Like her?
No! Impossible! It's just a few weeks, to months that we are together... I am just basically studying her a lot...
I even found her attitude a brat in the first time we met... And now, why am I feeling this way? Why do I keep having this so fast heart beats and why do I feel the butterflies emerging in my stomach like wild animals out of a cage?
I'm so doomed...
No, I don't like her!
I quickly looked back at her and seeing that same bright light, it's like an eternal, a feeling like that when I stared at her. She continue giggling and even talking to those kids who are saying that she's too adult to ride Carousel.
No... I cannot love someone who likes my other Twin.
It's just probably a sickness. May sakit lang siguro ako. I sighed and the Carousel rides finally stopped, she went out and jumped like a kid in front of me.
"I should buy a whole Amusement park," she said. Tinanggal niya na rin ang blonde wig niya dahil mainit daw.
Her eyes slowly turned to me, she tilted her head.
"Bakit mapula ka? Sobrang init ba? Teka may sakit ka ba?" tanong niya at hinawakan ang noo ko, napapaso ako sa mga hawak niya.
I coughed. "No, I'm okay. Should we ride other rides too?"
She smiled because of that, she clapped her hands. I sighed in relief when she pulled out her palm in my forehead.
"Ayon oh! 'Yung boat! Mukhang masaya!" wika niya kaya tumango ako.
"That's Vikings," sagot ko. She nodded her head before pulling me to get there. We bought tickets and we went to ride.
There are a lot of people in the Amusement park but all I can see is her. It's like the world only revolves around her and I'm only with her all this time.
Sumakay kami at nag-equip ng safety measures, she looks everywhere like studying the whole place. Kinakabahan ako, hindi ko gusto ang mga rides na katulad nito. Bakit kasi hindi ako um-ayaw sa kaniya?
Nang magsimulang umandar ay napamura na lang ako kaya tinawanan ako ni Nico.
"Ah, fucking hell," bulong ko kaya lalong tumawa si Nico sa akin.
"Don't be scared, I'm here!" she said kahit mahina pa lang 'yung andar noong rides.
It slowly moves fast and I could feel everything is spinning! Bumibilis lalo kaya natatakot ako, si Nico naman ay talagang tumatawa pa sa nangyayari ngayon. Siya lang nag-e-enjoy ng rides!
I closed my eyes because I was too scared of the things that are happening around me. Suddenly a warm hand holds my hands, that made me opened my eyes.
My heart starts thumping crazy when I see Nico holding my hand tightly, assuring me that everything is fine. She smiled softly at me while holding it.
I could feel the heat once again in my cheeks and I don't even care anymore around me, I only care about her dangerous hands holding me! Making me feel like this!
"Pussy!" she exclaimed at me while holding my hand. I don't want to pull away and I want to pull away, I don't know anymore!
The feeling of eternity finally stops, tapos na ang rides namin sa Vikings kaya halos mapa-ubo na ako sa takot. Tumatawa pa rin si Nico at hindi niya alam ang mga ginagawa niya sa akin ngayon!
"Oh, ano? Okay ka lang?!" natatawang wika niya sa akin.
"Mukha ba akong okay?" I exclaimed which makes her laugh even more.
Nahihilo na rin ako, hindi ko na alam dahil halo halo ang nararamdaman ko. Nang makababa kami ay napabuntong hininga ako dahil buti at tapos na lahat, wala na rin 'yung kamay niyang nakahawak sa akin.
I cannot believe her, I cannot believe these things that are happening to me.
"Tara, bumili muna tayo foods. May nakita akong takoyaki ro'n tsaka waffles, and corn dogs! Let's buy all of them! I also want cotton candy tapos tanghulu, tapos lemon juice," wika niya at hinila na naman ako sa kung saan.
Hinayaan ko na lang siya sa mga gagawin niya, bahala na siya sa akin.
Binili nga niya lahat ng gusto niyang bilhin, umupo lang kami sa bench at kumakain ng corn dogs. Tahimik kami pareho habang kumakain.
I slowly turned my head on her. "Are you happy today, Mallows?"
She stopped eating because of that, then she looks at me. I haven't even take pictures of what happened today. It's just basically a moment with us together.
She smiled at me. "I do. I'm happy sobra. I wish I could do this again."
"You can," sagot ko kaya nagkatinginan kaming dalawa. "But only with me. We can repeat these things, if you want."
Her mouth hangs a little bit before chuckling at me. She never answered me and just continued eating. I don't know if there's something wrong with my own words that she didn't answer them.
"After this, let's ride a roller coaster," she said and I just nodded and took another bite.
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Luxian is like an ice bear, do you know that cartoon? Doon ko kinuha ugali ni Luxian HAHAHA. Pagpasensyahan niyo ako huhu, limited lang ang alam ko sa date dates.I have an announcement this update on Sunday night so, please read it. 🎀
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