life vs love

Part 11 {The Goodbye}

At the airport.

The boys were surrounding Judy. Some had tears in their eyes and some were still holding a strong face. Judy had so many emotions going over her. She wanted to say so many things to them. Explain them the situation but she couldn't do so. Busy people walked past them. Judy walked up to Namjoon first.
"Take care of yourself okay? Go to the museum we wanted to go next week and send me couple of pictures okay? Don't worry about me. I'll be fine once I'm back in America. Keep smiling and don't overwork yourself."Judy warned him and gave him a reassuring smile.
"Judy, I know. YOU take care of yourself. If you need anything text us. And of course I'll send you picturees of the museum. If it is allowed I'll video call you so I won't be alone. We will see each other soon okay?" Namjoon said and smiled back at her. He wrapped his hands around her figure. He liked her hugs. But it saddened him that this hug was happening because she was leaving Korea. He didn't want her to leave. No one wanted her to leave. He kissed the top of her head. She didn't answer his question though.
"See ya soon Judy." Namjoon said and pulled away from their hug. Judy walked up to Hobi.
"Don't you dare cry because I'm leaving." Judy warned him and tried to smile.
"Judy... It's not my fault. I don't want you to leave. But I understand that something urgent is happening to you. But please come back soon. Come back soon cause I'm going to miss you and I'll get in airplane and come to you if you don't come back soon. Text us everyday." Hobi said and tried to smile.
"Hobit... My dear hobit. I'll be fine. I'll text you don't worry." Judy said and he smiled upon hearing her use his nickname 'Hobit'. He wrapped his hands around her and kissed the top of her head. He cared for this girl very much. So he couldn't keep some of his tears in. Couple of tears rolled down his cheeks, but he wiped them fast so Judy wouldn't see them. Judy pulled away and came up to Jin.
"Judy, I'll miss cooking for you and waking you up. Mainly your presence. I know that we will see each other again. Eat healthy. Text us every day. Stay hydrated. Sleep well. If anything call us or text us. It doesn't matter. You'll be fine. And we are going to be fine  so don't worry about us and focus on yourslef. We'll talk every day. And if you don't eat I'll send you all over to America homemade meals." Jin said. Of courrse his motherly character showed. When Jin cared for someone he acted like an overprotective mother. Do this, do that. If he couldn't be next to them to take care of them he advised them.
"Yes dad. I'll take care of myself. and you do too." Judy rolled her eyes and smiled.
"Come back to us soon. Okay?" Jin said with a warm smile. Judy was pulled in for a hug. He pulled away after a bit. Judy walked up to Jimin.
"Judy... Please..." Jimin mumbled.
"I'll be fine. I'm sorry that I need to depart earlier than we planned to but this is really urgent and important."
"Let me come with you, I want to help you..."
"You will help me if you stay here."
"But-" Jimin protested but was interrupted by Judy.
"Keep being the sunshine that you are and take care okay? That is how you will help me." Judy said and smiled.
"Judy..." he pulled her in a hug, a very emotional one. He kissed her forehead while holding her tightly not wanting to let her go without him being able to help her. He cried in her arms. Judy patted his back trying to soothe him. There was no point in her saying to him not to cry for her. He would cry anyways.
"It's not for forever JimJim." Judy said and felt him nodding.
"I'll miss my moonshine..." Jimin said. Judy was their moonshine. She was the light at a very dark night. And her leaving meant that they would have to watch her glow from afar.
"We will see each other again." With that, Judy gave him a small smile and pulled away from him. She walked up to Jungkook. He had tears in his eyes threatening to make their way down his face.
"Jungkook... We will talk okay? There is no need for those tears to mark their way down of your pretty face." Judy said.
"But there is. You are leaving. That's enough of a reason for them to roll down my face." Jungkook said letting his tears roll down. He grabbed her into his big muscular hands and held her tightly. He kissed her cheek before speaking again. "I'm going to miss you. Text me every day. If you don't text me I'll come to America and drag your ass back here. I'll haunt you down in every state and make you come here. Do you understand?" Jungkook asked her. He pulled away from her looking at her face intently. He made sure to memorize every single detail of her face.
"Come here." Judy said and opened her arms again for him to hug her again. Judy kissed his forehead before pulling away. She walked up to Taehyung. He was holding a strong face for her. He tried to smile warmly at her.
"I'm one phone call away. Or a text. It doesn't matter. If you need me and the rest of them we are one phone call away." He said bravely holding back his emotions. He opened his arms and Judy hugged him.
"Yes Titi Bear. I understand. One phone call away." Judy said.
"I'm going to miss you so much..." He kissed the top of her head and a tear rolled down his cheek.
"We will talk." Judy said and buried her face in his chest.
"Yes we will. You can't just leave this family." Judy chuckled in his chest at his words. Taehyung pulled away and they tried to smile. She looked at Yoongi.
"Yoongs..." He came up to her.
"Judy..." He said. They kept looking into each others eyes, trying to find the right words. The right words... There was nothing like 'right words' right now.
"I guess this is a goodbye." Yoongi finally said. Judy widened her eyes and walked up to him inches apart from him. She held her scolding finger in front of him with tears in her eyes. She was pointing it at him.
"Never ever say goodbye Yoongi. This is not a goodbye." Judy warned him and shut her eyes for a second. Yoongi put his hands on her shoulders and smiled a bit at her.
"Then a farewell till we see each other again..." Yoongi said and looked at her trying to think of a stronger woman than the one that was standing right in front of him.
"Yes that is what this is." Judy said and tried to smile. He pulled her into a hug.
"I'm going to miss you. So much... So fcking much." Yoongi said to her while hiding his face into the crook of her neck. Feeling comfort by her scent.
"Tell them what's going on once I leave okay?" Judy buried her onto his chest.
"I will."
"Thank you Yoongs. Just promise me one thing."
"What is it?"
"Take care of yourself. Don't neglect yourself."
"Okay. I promise." Yoongi promised her. Judy smiled at his words and pulled away from him. She took a few steps away from them and looked at them all.
"I'm going to miss you all. And I'm thankful to you. My second family..." Judy said and she allowed one more tear to roll down her left cheek. Taehyung walked up to her and wiped away her tears. He dropped her backpack to the floor and signaled every member to come up to her and have a group hug. They did. Suddenly Judy was between seven man who hugged her and cared for her deeply.
"I'm going to miss you guys." After a while they pulled away and Judy took a few steps away. She took her staff from Taehyung and them a last small smile. She waved at them. So they did. They all had tears in their eyes. They still waved at her even when she had turned her back at them and headed to her gate.
"She is going to come back." Jimin said, he didn't say it to just state it. Rather than be reassured from the rest of the members.
"Of course she will." Namjoon reassured him.
"And if she won't come back to us we will go to her." Taehyung said determined.
"She is our night light of course we will see each other again." Jungkook said with a smile trying to hide his tears. She turned to enter her gate making herself disappear from the groups eye sight. But suddenly her figure came back to their eye sight range while she waved at them one more time before disappearing for good. They waited a little bit. They just stood there staring at the spot they had last seen Judy waving at them.
"Let's go. She is not coming back home with us this time." Yoongi said and quickly wiped the tear that rolled down his left cheek.