life vs love

Part 15{Farewell}

Next morning

"Morning." Judy walked in the kitchen. She looked other funny. She had a messy bun and her glassed were hanging for their dear life on her shirt. Pretty much in the same state was Yoongi. He wore shirt that wrote 'Hello and not interested...' that Jungkook had gifted him and a messy hair. "We both look like we fought a tiger at night." Judy commented and smiled. 
"Indeed." 
"What are you cooking it smells amazing!" 
"Really I didn't notice that." Yoongi said sarcastically. 
"Look I've eaten food that was completely. made from you only once. I still do believe that Jin is the best cook."
"Well I'm about to change your mind."
"I highly doubt that." She said while taking a seat. They stayed quiet again. Yoongi continued cooking with ought putting much thought into their conversation -at least that's what his face gave away. 'He looks really hot while cooking.' Judy thought to herself. she was convinced that he wouldn't change her mind. She was proved wrong. 
"Yoongs... wow." 
"Thank you for confirming that I am indeed the best cook."
"I didn't say that."
"You kind of did."

She was standing across from a full body mirror and she was debating whether she should allow herself to cry or not. She was looking directly at her figure quite hating view. She wore a dress Cameron liked. She wore the necklace the members had given to her, for mental strength, and Judy's and Cameron's friendship bracelet. She would never be able to wear this bracelet again without thinking that she wouldn't see him again. Yoongi was leaning on the doorframe observing her while she busy looking at her wrist where the bracelet hung. 
"You look nice." 
"Thanks... Can you close my dress I can't reach the zipper?" She was blushing faintly. But you couldn't tell. She slowly turned around while pulling her hair away exposing her back and neck. Yoongi's breath hitched a bit but je controlled it and brought it back to normal. He reached the zipper and started zipping it up. His fingers brushed against her skin brushing away some strands of hair. 
"Sorry I have cold hands."
"No it's fine." His touch against the crook of her neck send shivers down her spine which caused her to stop breathing for a second... or two. "Thanks." Judy said once he had sipped her up. She took a step away from him. She turned and looked at him. He smiled. He was feeling weird. He had done this before. Not to Judy of course. He had girlfriends in the past. And he had done it plenty of times. Then why feeling like it was the first time he was touching a woman? He scolded himself for thinking this way for Judy. He nodded as a response. 
"I'm not ready to see him off." 
"You will never be ready." She nods at his response. He walks up to her and slowly touched her shoulders. "You are as ready as you will ever be." With that she took him into her arms, his arms warm embrace was what she needed. "I'll be right there will you in every passing second. He stroke her hair. 

At the funeral

Judy's parents and one of her bothers, Ace, were there. Robert Downey Jr and Blake Lively were looking around for their daughter with worried expressions. Yoongi stepped out of the car and walked towards the passengers seat. He opened the door for her. He held out his for her to grab. She gladly accepted. As soon as Ace spotted her he ran up to her. He pulled her into his arms. She stood there enjoying the brotherly love she was receiving. 
"Hey Ace." From afar they didn't look alike. Ace was almost 6'2 feet tall, blonde, blue eyes and his nose was slender. He looked like a greek God. That's what Judy believed and thought every time she saw her brother. Meanwhile Judy was around 5'4 feet tall, brown curly hair, caramel eyes and big soft lips. Ace looked like his mother while Judy was a mix of both of her parents even though she was more similar to her father, that's what at least Yoongi thought. Ace pulled away from her and looked at Yoongi with a testing glare checking him out from head to toe. 
"You got yourself a Korean boyfriend and didn't mention it to me?" Ace said to Judy with a death glare. 
"What boyfrie-"Judy cut herself and she realised that Ace was talking about Yoongi. Judy looked at Yoongi apologetically. "He's not my boyfriend, he is a friend of mine and I'm working with him. Jesus Ace, not every guy that is around me wants to get in bed with me." Judy said and punched her bother on his shoulder. 
"What? Ow! Hey we both know that you gush over asian men!" Ace said and looked down at his little sister with a teasing look.
"Aish!" Judy hit him again. "Pabo. Pabo." Judy mumbled in Korean and continued hitting him. Suddenly Judy was wrapped in her fathers arms and after a second her mother followed. Yoongi stood there and looked at this moment with joy. he appreciated the fact that Judy had a loving family and that they were there for her. After a while they pulled away, she walked up to Yoongi. Ace again gave him a testing glare and Yoongi gave him a small smile. He understood that he was just overprotective over his little sister. 
"Who is this lovely man?" her mother asked with a warm smile. 
"This is Yoongi. Yoongi this is my family. You already know my dad. Dad this is Yoongi. This is my mom Blake Lively, mom, Yoongi. And this is my unpleasant brother Ace. Ace, Yoongi." Yoongi walked up to her dad and shook his and smiled.
"Nice to meet you mr Donwey. " Judy smiled to herself. Her dad smiled brightly. He had already won over her father by shaking his hand without him even knowing. Accordingly to her father if a man was shaking your hand with ease while looking straight in your eyes, he was a man of his word. Plus Yoongi had this smile that was reserved but at the same time was sincere.
"It's nice meeting you Yoongi." Her father answered giving him back a warm smile.
"It's nice meeting you mrs Lively." He did the same greeting with her mother. Her mom liked his smile, Judy could tell.
"Nice to meet you Yoongi." He then did the same with her brother. He wasn't intimidated by her brother's glares, no matter how much Ace tried.
"Nice to meet you Ace." He said with a smile and looking him straight into his eyes. Yoongi's eye contact was always sincere. That's why Judy wasn't afraid that Ace would come around and like Yoongi in the end. Yoongi by his nature was quiet, honest and kind. And all this could be seen with just his straightforward gaze and smile. Ace softened a little bit.
"Nice to meet you too Yoongi." Judy smiled a bitt at her brother. Her smile though dropped when she saw Maya, Cameron's sister crying. She walked up to her fast and took her into her arms. They gave comfort to each other like that. Yoongi watched her from afar. That's one thing he liked about Judy. She knew what someone needed and when they needed it without asking. He looked at them with sympathy.
"So you are her boyfriend? It's nice finally meeting you." Her mother said.
"Oh, no. You misunderstood mrs Lively. I'm her friends and working with her." He said with a kind smile.
"Oh, oops. I'm sorry. It's just rare that Judy bring someone with her to something so personal to her." Her mother said with an apologetic look.
"No need to say sorry mrs Lively. I understand." Her parents were fond of him already and liked his respectful behaviour. 

Judy kept holding Maya while greeting guests. Maya found comfort in her arms. Maya always understood her brother for holding on to this girl so deeply in his heart. Judy met with his parents. When they saw her they immediately took her into their embrace. They knew what this girl meant to their son. And they knew what their son meant to this girl, that right self so dearly in their arms. After a bit they pulled away and tried to give each other reassuring smiled. They separated and Judy walked to where Yoongi was standing alone since her Judy's family had went to give to Cameron's family their condolences. When she came near to him she wrapped her arms around his torso. He was a bit taken aback -like always when it came to physical touch- but he wrapped his arms around her protectively. Wishing that his arms could actually protect her and at a certain point they did protect her. She felt safe into his embrace, she felt reassured. 
"Judy we should probably get going, the ceremony is going to start anytime now." He said as he calmly stroke her hair. Judy nodded into his chest. They entered the big hall where his coffin was. Judy tightened her grip around Yoongi. "It's going to be fine. Let's just get you seated." He started looking around for her family. When he spotted them he pulled her to his side while still having one hand on her shoulders trying to calm her. As Yoongi brought her closer to them they scooted further so he could sit next to her. He raised his hand and smiled signalling to them not to do so. He kneeled down next to Judy. They were seated to Cameron's family section. Yoongi felt like he had no place to be seated there. He didn't know Cameron instead he would watch over her at the end of the room. He smiled kindly to her parents once again but her family was a bit confused as to why he wasn't sitting with them. "I'll be at the end of the room looking over at you okay? You have your family here. I have no right to sit here. This is something you need to go through with yourself and the people that knew him. I'll be there waiting for you, all the way down, okay?" He wiped her tears away. She looked him in the eyes. She wanted Yoongi to sit with her, but she knew that his morals and respect wouldn't allow him to. He would surely refuse no matter how hard she tried to convince him otherwise he wouldn't oblige. He gave her a napkin and gave her a small reassuring smile. He pointed at the end of the room. "I'll be there." She nodded without saying anything. He stood up but before leaving he looked at her parents and gave them a small bow. With that he left. As promised he stood at the exact same place he had pointed and kept his eyes focused on her. 
'Yoongi is a great man. Judy chose a good friend to be by her side.' Robert Downey jr thought to himself.

After the ceremony, Yoongi found himself giving his condolences to Cameron's parents. He walked up to Judy. She was standing by the coffin by herself. In a bit, four men would come inside and would take Cameron to his last trip. 
"You think he will be mad at me for not giving a speech at his funeral?" Judy asked.
"No... no I don't think so. I know that he won't be mad at you for not giving a speech. I might have not known his but I do know that he loved you a lot." Yoongi said still keeping a distance from her. The men came and started carrying him. Judy followed them and Yoongi right after her. "It's going to be alright. He will rest now."