Echoes of You

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Dear Caitlin,

Today was another challenging day, but Toby made it a bit more manageable. I took him for a walk in the park, the one we used to visit together. As we walked, memories of you flooded my mind. I remembered how you used to talk about getting a dog and how you would laugh at my reluctance. You always said that having a dog would bring us so much joy and love. I see that now.

Toby has this incredible ability to sense when I'm feeling down. He nudges me with his nose, licks my hand, and looks at me with those big, expressive eyes. It's as if he's telling me that everything will be okay. I never thought I would find comfort in a dog, but Toby has become a lifeline for me. His presence has brought a small measure of peace to my troubled heart.

I took Toby to the coffee shop we used to frequent. Mr Green recognized me and asked about you. It was hard to explain that you're no longer here, but having Toby by my side made it a bit easier. Mr Green smiled and commented on how lucky I was to have such a loyal companion. I couldn't agree more.

Toby's playful nature and boundless energy have started to bring some life back into the house. He chases his tail, plays with his toys, and even tries to get me to join in. I find myself laughing at his antics, something I haven't done in a long time. It's a strange feeling, this mix of joy and sorrow, but it's a step towards healing.

I still miss you more than words can express, Caitlin. Every night, as I lie in bed, I think about you, about our dreams and plans. Toby curls up next to me, offering his silent support. I talk to him about you, about how wonderful you were, and it feels like he understands. His presence doesn't erase the pain, but it helps me cope, one day at a time.

I love you so much, and I miss you every moment of every day. I wish you were here to see how Toby has changed my life, how he has brought a small ray of light into the darkness. I hope you can feel my love, Caitlin, wherever you are.

Yours forever, Davin

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