Echoes of You

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Dear Caitlin,

Today, Toby and I spent the day in the garden, tending to the flowers we planted together. It felt like a way to honor your memory, to keep a part of you alive in the beauty of nature. Toby seemed to enjoy the fresh air and the freedom to run around. I watched him explore the garden with such curiosity and joy, and it made me smile.

I planted some new flowers today, ones that I know you would have loved. As I worked, I thought about all the times we spent together in the garden, your hands covered in soil, your face lit up with happiness. I miss those moments, Caitlin. I miss the way you would hum your favorite songs while you worked, the way you would gently guide my hands as we planted each flower.

Toby sat by my side, his presence a comforting reminder that I'm not alone. He has this way of bringing a sense of calm and peace, even in the midst of my grief. I talked to him about you, about how much you loved the garden and how you always dreamed of having a dog. It felt like sharing a piece of you with him, keeping your memory alive.

In the evening, we sat on the porch and watched the sunset. Toby rested his head on my lap, and I stroked his fur, finding solace in the simple act of caring for him. The sky was painted with beautiful hues of pink and orange, and it reminded me of the times we sat together, watching the sun dip below the horizon. Those were our moments, Caitlin, and I cherish them deeply.

I still feel the weight of your absence every day. The pain of losing you is something I carry with me, but Toby has helped lighten that burden, even if just a little. His presence has brought a sense of purpose back into my life. He gives me a reason to get out of bed, to face each new day. I love you so much, Caitlin, and I miss you more than words can say. I hope you can see how Toby is helping me, how he is bringing a small measure of happiness back into my life.

Forever in my heart, 

Davin