Echoes of You

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Dear Caitlin,

Today, I took Toby to the lake where we used to spend our weekends. I wanted to revisit those memories, to feel close to you in a place that held so much of our happiness. Toby seemed to sense the significance of the place. He ran along the shore, barking with joy, his energy infectious. Watching him, I could almost hear your laughter, see your smile.

We sat by the water, and I told Toby stories about you, about the times we spent there. I talked about how you loved to swim, how you would always splash me and laugh as I pretended to be annoyed. Those were some of the best moments of my life, and it felt good to share them, even if it was just with Toby.

Toby brings a sense of lightness to my days. He has this way of making even the simplest moments feel special. When I throw a stick for him to fetch, he bounds after it with such enthusiasm, returning with his tail wagging, eyes bright with excitement. It's impossible not to smile, not to feel a small spark of joy in those moments.

The nights are still hard, Caitlin. I miss you so much, and the ache in my heart doesn't seem to lessen. But having Toby here makes it a bit more bearable. He sleeps at my feet, his presence a comforting reminder that I'm not completely alone. I talk to him about you, about the love we shared, and it feels like he understands. His companionship is a gift, one that I never expected but am so grateful for.

I wish you could see how Toby has become a part of my life, how he has brought a small measure of peace and happiness back into my days. I love you more than words can express, Caitlin, and I miss you every moment of every day. I hope you can feel my love, wherever you are, and know that Toby is helping me find my way through this grief.

With all my love,

 Davin