All I Need -An Awolnation fanfic.

Chapter 7

Aaron's POV

I've been pretty pissy..well all day. I know she gave him her number. We're going to the wedding as a couple and he might have a girlfriend by the time the wedding is here. I sighed loudly and finally got out of bed. Simple things like getting out of bed have become so difficult. Some may say I'm being dramatic, but that's Hayden..my little drummer boy.

I fix my coffee and surprise, surprise, Hayden hasn't put his phone down yet. She must be so interesting...Whatever. I take my guitar and some sheet music to the beach. I decided to grab a clipboard when I saw it was windy.

I love to cover songs too. I just never release covers. They're unoriginal. I play the beginning of 'Killing Loneliness' by HIM. I can't play guitar and sing at the same time, so I do it one at a time. "With the venomous kiss you gave me, I am killing loneliness. With the warm of your arms you saved me." I sang much slower than it is in the song. I wish I could write lyrics as deep and meaningful as some musicians. Sure, I have millions of fans and I was almost positive that I would never make it, but I still don't feel that it's good enough. Sigh

I bury my feet in the sand, singing a softly to myself, starting to lay down in the sand. I love it out here. Nothing but the sound of my voice and the waves as they make it to shore.

Hayden's POV

I've decided to ignore Aaron until he gets out of this mood. I know it's my fault, but..I just don't see why he's so upset about it. Maybe I am being a dick about it...I better go check up on him. I decide to leave my phone in the house and go out and talk to him

I see him laying down in the sand, running his fingers through the sand. He was singing the lullaby he would sing if he was feeling homesick on tour. "So tonight's we dream and sleep tight. I've been trying so hard. Can't get you out of my mind and if this is how it had to be, just promise me you won't forget me and I'll leave you with this lullaby." He sang slowly "Toniiight." I join him on that last chord and He jumps back. "How long have you been standing there?" He asked. "Not too long..can I join?" He sits up, hurt obvious in his eyes. I sit next to him. "You haven't hugged me all day or yesterday. What's wrong?" I ask. He shakes his head and holds his arms out. I hate it when he's upset. I join him and we just hold each other in the sand. This was nice moments like this were nice.

I was suppose to meet Chelsea at this park close to town. I'm not sure if I'll go or not though. I've never faced fans by myself before..and Aaron of course. I decide to suck it up. I put on jeans and a black button up shirt. Nothing fancy. I hear my phone ring and I'm out the door. "Bye, Aaron. I'll be home in a little bit." I scream and shut the door before he can respond or question me. The park wasn't far, but I still had to be with security. They legit go everywhere with us to make sure nothing happens. It can get annoying at times. I may be scrawny and awkward, but I'm a grown ass man. By the time my silent rant is over, we're here. Wow. 2 minute drive. My long ass legs would've never made it a mile up the street. I sigh

"Wow, you look cute!" She exclaims when I get there. "You look good too." I giggle. She was wearing a casual yellow dress and black leggings, so she could stay comfortable. She honestly looked like a kid. She went to the swing and I immediately offered to push her. "I never got your name." She slowed down and I sat down in a swing next to her "I'm Hayden." I smile "Chelsea..Hayden is a cute name." I blush brightly and offer her my hand. She gets up and hugs me. I hug back awkwardly. She smelled like Lavender and her hair was softer than fuzzy blanket.

It was about 12:30. 2 hours of just telling jokes and being stupid. It was fun. "Oh, Hayden, I could stay here with you forever, but I need to work tomorrow." I nodded "Do you need a ride? I have security cars." She smiled, but shook her head. "I drove here. Thanks for the great time though." She blushed and hugged me. After she let go she kissed my cheek. I gasp and she ran to her car.

I came in the door and saw Aaron snuggled on the couch watching a movie and crying into a pillow. "And he went on a date with this girl he met while we were buying suits for this dumb wedding. We were going as a couple!" I heard Aaron cry into the phone. I sigh and sit next to him and rub his back "I love you too, David." He hung up and immediately latched onto me, crying all of the anger and jealousy out onto me. I had a feeling he liked me, but I thought maybe he just didn't want to lose his best friend "Aaron, honey. You know I'm gay. I just can't have feelings like that for a girl." I did find Chelsea very cute and sweet, but I really can't date a girl. Guys are just for me. I can't describe it.

Aaron finally calmed down and I took him upstairs to cuddle with. I laid down with him. "I'm sorry for all the heart break and tears I've caused." A tear fell down my face. "I never meant to be the monster in your life. I can't hurt anyone. I can understand if you don't want to be best friends anymore." I kept mumbling to myself. I sighed and turned away. I can't sleep knowing I've caused someone who didn't deserve it all of this stress and jealousy and heart break. I am a monster...