well, i think that was the end of a friendship. since the day i haven't talked to her, she stopped answering my texts, or answering at all. i did something wrong. and i know what it was. i shouldn't have ignored her the day before.
i really want to say sorry, but since that day she stopped sitting down next to me at the bus, and she brushes past me in school. i don't feel very good. i feel nauseous from the thought that she might leave me.
i guess it was my fault since i ignored her, but really, i don't blame myself. at least that's what my mom said. i think. i didn't hear her through my sobs.
i tell my mom everything. and she listens to everything. and she understands it. and she accepts it. and i like that. i like how much she accepts me as who i am, even if i'm not always in the right choice. she'd defend me for anything; even i know that!
so, back to Haley. she's been ignoring me for a pretty long time, and its getting worse. i've been trying to talk to her the last couple of days, and she always brushed me off like i was a speck of dust.
