Today, when i went to school, i was humiliated on the bus: again. when i came home and told my mom all about it, she just said "getting bullied is part of growing up". i dont think she gets it. was she even bullied when she was my age? i dont think so.
one part of me is now happy that we're moving, because Haley still hasn't talked to me at all, except huffs and sighs. i dont enjoy what she is doing to me. i really miss our sleepovers. we were supposed to have one this weekend, but she told my mom - not me - that she doesnt wanna come.
Elijah and Gordon dont just target me. they dont even target. they just do. and i hate it. especially when they do it to other people. like, yesterday, Gordon snatched the notebook of one of our most smartest classmates right out his hands, and i swore i saw him cry as soon as we got off the bus.
really, its exhausting. i dont know what i can do with them, but i really hope they get kicked out before they manage to get to me again.
im still wondering what my mom meant when she said "getting bullied is part of growing up". she makes it seem so simple, but really, for me, it isnt. why do they have to do this? what's the reason? are they just doing it for giggles?
