Things eventually started getting worse for me again overtime, and I didn't wanna do what I did but I began self harming again but this time it was worse and got more frequent along with me eventually taking my moms medication without her knowing, I didn't take much just enough to hurt me some but not die from.
Of course that lead me to being sent off once again which I did not want, because when they sent me off is when I was starting to do much better than I was. So after I got back I promised id be worse. And I was.
I ended up overdosing which that time put me into the hospital, and barely making it.