If you ever feel suicidal or hopeless, not good enough or anything like that. Please reach out no matter how hard is for you. You always can to me too, I always try to understand and I'll always make time to listen even if I don't want to. I want to help anyone I can, because i know how it is to feel hopeless and wake up everyday wishing you didn't. But thankfully it still here.
If you ever feel this way, you can call/ text the suicidal hotline too but I know all people don't want to do that so I'll give you some things to do or think about that I do.
Try to find a coping mechanism that helps you, not everyone has the same thing. Something that can distract you but is healthy to do.
When I feel this way I try to think of my best friend how she would feel if she lost me, what she would do to herself and how my family would have to tell people I was dead.
My best friend always told me, if you are to unalive urself, will it actually help you? Or make things worse. That's for you to answer.
Because killing urself WILL NOT solve ur problems, you might think it might but that's just ur mind tricking you. If anything it'll make you suffer more, so remember that.
Nothing lasts forever, you can get through this <3
