𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 | 𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲

𝐓 𝐖 𝐎

Camden

Sofia Clark.

My best friend since age seven.

The love of my life.

When I think about Sofia, my heart skips a beat. There's this warmth that spreads through me, a feeling I can't quite put into words. Every time I see her, it's like the whole world fades away, and it's just us. Her laughter is my favorite sound, and I find myself smiling just at the thought of it.

I love the way she lights up a room, how her eyes would sparkle when she talk about things that matter to her. I catch myself daydreaming about us, imagining all the little adventures we could have together. It's in those moments, when I'm lost in thought, that I realize how deeply I love her.

Sometimes, I feel vulnerable, wondering if she feel the same way. The thought of being apart from her makes my heart ache, but it's that very feeling that reminds me just how much she mean to me. I want to cherish every moment we share, to hold her hand and create memories that will last a lifetime. Being in love with her has brought a kind of joy into my life that I never knew existed.

There are moments when I can't shake this nagging doubt that creeps into my mind. I look at her, and everything feels perfect, but then the insecurity hits me like a wave. What if she doesn't feel the same way? What if I'm just a fleeting thought in her life, while she's the center of mine?

I find myself analyzing every interaction we have, dissecting every word and gesture. Does she really mean what she said, or was it just polite? When she laughs, I wonder if it's genuine or if I'm just another joke. Sometimes, I catch myself holding back, afraid to share my feelings too openly, scared that I might scare her away or that my vulnerability will expose me in a way I'm not ready for.

The thought of losing Sofia is terrifying. I worry that my affection might be one-sided, and it makes me feel small and insignificant. I wish I could be more confident, to just embrace what we have without these doubts clouding my heart. But in those quiet moments, when I'm alone with my thoughts, I can't help but question everything. I long for reassurance, a sign that she feel the same spark I do, but until then, I'm left navigating this whirlwind of emotions, hoping that my fears are unfounded.

"Earth to Cam." I snapped out of my thoughts as Sofia snapped her fingers in front of my face.

"Huh." She gave me a concern look. "Is everything okay, Cam, you're zoning out a lot recently." I waved her off with a smile.

"I'm fine, just tired." She gave me a look. "How many times do I have to tell you go and sleep early, and leave the damn books for later." She grumbled and I chuckled at her annoyed expression.

"Yeah, yeah, let's get to class, shall we." She nods and grab her backpack and climbed out of my car. I sigh and followed after her.

We walked into the school building to our lockers, at the beginning of the year, our lockers weren't next to each other but Sofia exchanged her locker with the other girl.

I grabbed my books and shut my locker and just admire my best friend while I wait for her to finish.

Her red hair is straightened and flowing down her back, the little freckles on her face are adorable and just makes her blue eyes stand out more.

Her button nose that would scrunch up when she's about to sneeze or when she's irritated by something.

Her pink plump lips that I'm dying to taste, they look so soft, like clouds, and I bet they taste sweet, since she loves her cherry lipgloss.

"You ready?" She asked snapping me from admiring her further. I cleared my throat and nod with a smile.

"Yup." I said popping the 'p'

"Let's go you, dork." She wrapped her arm around my bicep and led us to our first class that's English.

Sofia Clark, what are you doing to me.

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~ R