MY UNEXPECTED FAMILY - A Kim Seokjin FF

Chapter 19 : not so special Birthday

JIN'S POV :

Life is going so well. I never imagined that The great Choi Aleesia would manage to live with me. She lives like she loves my house and my Jiwoo. She does what I do. She eats what I eat. She takes care of Jiwoo and...and takes enough care of me too. I never expected that from her. She turned out to be a different one from her father expected. She is really different.

Today is a special day. It's her birthday. That day Mrs.Choi took me with her to plan for her birthday. She and Mr.Choi wanted to do it in a very special way. She also told me that Alessia never celebrate her birthday happyly. Because her mom died on the day of her birthday when she was about to turn 10. So she hates her birthday. Even she skipped most of her birthday pretending that she has so much works to do and she don't have time for this things.

I don't know why but I want to make her day special. I don't know why I think like she deserves the happiness she was lacking of. I don't know why I just want to...give her all the happiness she deserves even for a temporary time. I don't know why I want her to...stay with me forever- ?

Nope. This isn't good. Jin you can't think like this. Yes she acts good and behave well towards me that doesn't mean I will think like this. This is wrong. No...no...it can't be. I can't be think like this. I don't deserve to think like this. I should only focus on making her birthday a special one. I hope she will love it.

I leave early today because I needed to arrange some things before the last minute. In this everyone is helping me too. Yoongi , IU , Mr. And Mrs. Choi and mr. Lee. It's all our plan. They wanted to make it in a big way in their mansion but I offered them to do it in my house. It will be a perfect one if she likes it. I hope she will love it. Everyone agreed with me. So here I'm in my house preparing everything.

                          
                           
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ALESSIA'S POV :

I'm at the office till now. I don't know why jin left so early today and said he needs to take care of Jiwoo because mina has some other work. But suspicious thing is Yoongi oppa and IU also leave somewhere without telling me. Only Mr. Lee is roaming around here and there. What's actually going on ?

I stood up and decided to leave as it's already 8 pm now. It's so late. I need to go back. Today was so exhausting for me because yoongi oppa and IU left so I had to handle some of their works. I don't have any idea where the hell they left. And IU too ? Damn. I grabbed my purse and left my office. I entered into the elevator when I got bumped with some of my employees.

Employees : Happy birthday Miss.

I looked at them blankly by their sudden wish. Wait today is my birthday right ? Gosh how can I even forget it ? I remembered in the morning but eventually forgot it because it's not important for me. Many employees tried to celebrate some of my birthdays but I always scolded them to focus on work not in these shits. Because I believe there is nothing special about these days. You only gets older which is obviously not what we want. This day is nothing special for me. But I do miss my mom so much. She died in this day. So I hate it. I feel like a shit when I think why would I even got born.

I thanked them and sighed. Do jin also knows about my birthday? I wonder he knows or not because he probably knows everything about me. Even my likes and dislikes too. But if he knows then why he didn't wish me today. I didn't even see him once after coming to office. I bet he don't know. And i won't tell him too. It's not special right ? But why I want to tell him and wants to hear him wishing me too.

I was thinking about all this when I came towards my car but I stopped in my track when I saw someone really unexpected standing in front of my car.

Sehun. Why he is here ? Probably for wishing me I guess. I'm shocked he remembered because he always used forgot my birthday. I walked near him.

Sehun : Happy birthday my love.

Alessia : Mind your words Sehun.

Sehun : You are still mad at me ?

Alessia : I confirmed that I never got mad on those whom I don't know.

With that I walked passing by him when he grabbed my hand.

Sehun : Please Ale. Please. Just once. Give me a chance. Please. I truly loves you. And when I realised I can't leave without you it was already late.

He said when a tear escaped from his eyes. Wait it's my first time seeing him crying. Unknowingly my heart softened seeming his genuine eyes. But then i masked it off.

Alessia : Sehun. Even if i want now I can't give you another chance because I'm married.

Sehun : Don't act more please. I know this marriage is forced by your father. You can divorce him and we still can be together.

I listend to him but stayed silent. I don't know why this talk is reminding me of jin and our contract. I have to divorce him after the contract. And then will i be back to sehun ?

I looked at him with my question filled heart. But shook my head.

Alessia : Please leave me. I need to go back. Jin must be waiting--

Sehun : Oh just stop it. Stop please. Don't bring him in between us. He don't deserves you Alee.

He don't deserve me ? Or I don't deserve him ? I doubt. He is an angel whom I got into my life unexpectedly.

Alessia : He is my husband and I..

Sehun : And you ? And you what Ale ? Don't tell me...

Alessia : I cares for him and for my daughter. Even if she is not my own blood. I love her the most. And jin ? You said he don't deserve me but you were wrong. I don't deserve him.

Sehun : Already defending your husband ?

Alessia : Of course. I'll. He is my husband. And i love...

Sehun : You what ?

His grip on my hand slowly softened as he said it almost in a whisper. He shook his head.

Sehun : You can't i don't believe it.

Alessia : I need to go.

I freed myself from his grip and got into my car. I took a final glance at him because starting it and drove away. I looked at the back mirror when he was still standing like a statute. Maybe processing what i said.

But wait did i really say that ? Am i ? Am i falling for jin ? No no way. This can't be.

A crimson blush spread on my cheeks but I shrugged it off. This can't be possible right ? No this can't. I reached at home and parked the car. I slowly opened the door of the house and entered but it's all dark. Why all the lights are off ? Are they sleeping? But they won't sleep this early.

I felt something strange. I slowly walked towards the living room but all the lights are off.

Alessia : Jin? Are you there ?

                              
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