femdom/malesub oneshots and short stories

open relationship (part 2)

For some reason, this was really hard to write🥲

Warnings:

- face sitting
- insecurity
- anal

The color of the sunset outside has spread over my apartment. We have been sitting at this table for a while now, discussing the rules and boundaries of our agreement.

Last week, before I left Tina's and Erik's place, we set a date to meet. I was nervous this morning when I woke up, overwhelmed with thoughts of worry. But as soon as Tina made herself comfortable on one of the chairs behind the kitchen table and started talking, I relaxed, and the thoughts went away. She just has a way of making me comfortable. Her words are very sure. But she is also casual; she doesn't make anything a bigger deal than it needs to be. So even though I'm sitting here blushing like crazy, my face hurting from how big my smile is, I reply.

"Yeah, I would do that."

"Okay, so we put a check mark next to anal."

She has a paper in front of her filled with her filthy thoughts, and she's checking off all that I agree to.

"Jesus, you're very blunt."

She looks up at me with a smile. "Well, what am I supposed to be doing, whispering every word or something?"

I look down, smiling to myself.

"No, but just... some of these things are new to me... so I get embarrassed sometimes when you, you know... talk about them. And about, like, doing things... to me."

Her smile softens. "I understand," she says.

"Well, can I ask you about what you like now? You never really told me."

"Sure."

I give her a look that indicates for her to go on and tell me, so she starts.

"Okay, well, I do actually really like being the dominant, so I was very happy when you told me about the things you like."

"Really? I thought you were going to think I'm weird and not want to do things with me anymore."

"Timmy, I'd never judge you. I told you that already."

I turn my head down and sigh before turning back to her with a smile.

"So what... what do you like to do with Erik?"

I ask with a bitter tone in my voice. I don't know why I brought it up. I guess I just like to torture myself.

"Oh, he doesn't like the things you and I like."

I'm surprised by this, and I guess it shows on my face because she continues.

"No, he doesn't. He's more of a dom. Uhmm, it's why he kind of suggested the idea of an open relationship. He didn't really feel satisfied with me, so you know... we did this."

The tone of our interaction shifts, and I can see she's upset. I don't really know what to say. I always thought that their relationship was perfect.

"But do you... do you like what you two are doing now?"

"I mean, yeah, it worked out fine in the end. I've met some great people, and I'm-i'm having fun, and it's, yeah, it's good. I've gotten used to it."

She tries to shift the mood, so she looks at me and says, "And I have you now. And we're gonna have the best time."

I don't like seeing her this way. I always want to make her happy. People don't understand. Her smile is the brightest, bestest thing I have ever seen. And if Erik won't, then I'll keep it there.