The Abstinence Doctor with Mysophobia (1V1)

Chapter 4: You Should

Chapter 4: You Should

Lin An only heard Wang Qimei's words, because the next moment the office door was closed from the inside, blocking out all the sounds inside.
    What were they talking about inside that required closing the door?
    Lin An clenched her fists, her body shaking uncontrollably.
    She suddenly remembered her first date with Song Chengran. It was a date arranged by Grandma Song, and she and Song Chengran went shopping in the entire mall.
    It was very happy, although she was always playing alone. Song Chengran was just accompanying her, and there was no happy expression on his face, and there was always a hint of alienation in his eyes.
    On the way to send her home, Song Chengran kept a distance from Lin An. Lin An felt that Song Chengran was definitely shy at that time, so she took the initiative and boldly held Song Chengran's hand.
    Before she could feel happy, she pulled her hand away fiercely, and then she saw Song Chengran, who had always been indifferent, reveal a cold look.
    Song Chengran took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped his hand that Lin An had touched, inside and out, as if she was a contagious bacteria.
    Later, she learned that Song Chengran was a germophobe and didn't like being touched by others. She forgave him and automatically blamed herself for the problem. How could she not understand her boyfriend's habits well?
    Since then, she didn't dare to hold Song Chengran's hand casually.
    Now that she thinks about it, they haven't had any other physical contact in the past six months.
    She had shown her affection, and almost every time she touched Song Chengran, she wanted to take off all her joy and give it to him. And he was not unaware of it, but every time he responded to her, he just said a very plain "thank you".
    Song Chengran just responded politely, just like treating a stranger.
    As for their marriage, he didn't refuse, nor did he say too much. He just watched Grandma Song and her singing the same tune from the side, as if it had nothing to do with him. Lin An suddenly realized that Song Chengran didn't like her, he didn't like her from the beginning, and it had always been her one-sided love.
    Lin An looked up at the closed office door and thought of Wang Qimei's appearance. Song Chengran probably liked this type of girl, so he ignored her. 泍詀ɡàǐ蛧祉将洅ㄨǐàoＳんцo{尐裞}。 ひΚ厷布綪務鉍収鑶¸The
    sadness over the sky hit Lin An. The hard work of trying to please her in the past six months and the clumsy seduction yesterday seemed to be a big joke.
    She has been timid and shy since she was a child. She dared not talk much with boys and had never been in a relationship. But since she met Song Chengran, the courage she had hidden for many years seemed to be stimulated at once. She pursued him fiercely, and his not refusing was the greatest encouragement to her.
    She didn't have the courage to rush over and smash the door. She was the worst at quarreling.
    She hated her cowardice.
    In reality, Lin An couldn't say a word and swallowed the sob in her throat with difficulty. It was unknown how long it had been before she walked silently towards the nurses' station.
    What Lin An didn't know was that just as she turned the corner, the door of the office was opened, and Song Chengran's cold voice came out, "Please stay away from me."
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    Tonight, Song Chengran came home early. He parked the car and took out the key to open the door.
    Usually when he came home late because of work, Lin An would stay in the room, leaving only a dim light in the living room. Today, he habitually turned on the headlights, but found that the lights in the living room were very bright. He blinked and soon saw the petite figure on the sofa.
    Lin An sat upright on the sofa, the LCD TV in front of her was not turned on, and the black screen reflected her uneasy little movements of grabbing the hem of her clothes with her hands.
    The corners of Song Chengran's mouth sank slightly, and he felt her anxious and contradictory mood.
    He came to his senses, put the washed insulation box in his hand on the low cabinet next to him, and began to bend over to change into home shoes.
    "I'm back." Song Chengran obviously didn't say this often, and there was something unnatural in his voice.
    If it were any other time, Lin An would have rushed over to wag her tail and ask about his well-being. But now she was looking down and thinking about what she was going to say, and she was extremely nervous.
    After Song Chengran went to the kitchen to wash his hands, he came back and put the incubator back in the kitchen, and then walked to the sofa opposite Lin An and sat down.
    "Go ahead."
    Lin An looked up blankly and saw Song Chengran looking at her calmly. The man in front of her, who was as handsome as a banished immortal, had a mind that could see through everything. Her thoughts seemed to be just covered with a thin layer of rice paper, which would burst as soon as it was poked in front of him, and there was nowhere to hide.
    She bit her lower lip and suddenly noticed that Song Chengran had some fatigue between his eyebrows and a few red bloodshot eyes. She suddenly remembered that Song Chengran had a major operation this afternoon, which lasted more than three hours, and he must be very tired now.
    Lin An began to waver, whether she should find another time to confront Song Chengran.
    "Lin An?"
    Hearing Song Chengran's question, Lin An finally made up her mind to say what she had prepared for a long time, "I... I want to divorce you..."
    "Ding Dong--" The sudden doorbell interrupted Lin An's words. She trembled suddenly, and all the courage she had just accumulated scattered.
    Damn, someone would come to visit at this time?
    The house Song Chengran bought was a duplex villa, which was some distance away from other houses in the community. The two of them usually went out early and came back late, and they didn't know most of the neighbors.
    She couldn't think of who would come to visit.
    Song Chengran was also a little surprised, but he quickly got up to open the door, but the person outside the door surprised him even more, "Grandma?" When
    Lin An heard this word, he stood up from the sofa in panic. When he turned around, he saw the kind-hearted Grandma Song coming in with a pleasant face, smiling and waving at her, "An'an, Grandma is here, are you happy?"
    Lin An couldn't understand it, so he could only reply blankly, "Grandma, why are you here?"
    Grandma Song also brought her own nanny Aunt Bao over, and Aunt Bao helped Grandma Song sit on the sofa. Grandma Song was already in her seventies, with silver hair, a very bent waist, gully-like wrinkles showing the passage of time, and her once strong teeth were a little loose, but her eyes did tell the people around her that she was still very energetic.
    "What's wrong, An'an, don't you want to see Grandma coming?" Grandma Song deliberately teased Lin An.
    Lin An looked at Song Chengran in confusion, and found that his reaction was the same as hers, then he realized that Grandma Song did not notify the two of them, but came suddenly.
    "How could that be, grandma? An An loves seeing you the most!" Lin An came over with a smile on his face, "Let me give you a leg massage."
    Grandma Song smiled kindly, and Aunt Bao also praised Lin An for being filial and sensible. Grandma Song then chatted with Lin An about everything, such as whether her work was going well, whether Song Chengran had bullied her, etc.
    Lin An secretly glanced at Song Chengran who was sitting alone on the sofa opposite. He didn't say much, but she knew that Song Chengran cared about Grandma Song.
    She wanted to say that Song Chengran bullied her, bullied her to the bone, but when the words came to her lips, they became, "Chengran is very good to me."
    Song Chengran's throat was knotted, and those words kept lingering in his mind. He knew that he didn't give Lin An the care that belonged to a husband.
    He cast his eyes on Lin An's fair cheeks. She seemed to have just taken a bath, and her cheeks were pink. A few naughty black hairs fell from the side, floating slowly with the breeze.
    Lin An suddenly felt a gaze, and when she looked up, she saw Song Chengran's complicated eyes, which seemed to have a special magic, like a bottomless pit without boundaries, sucking her in.
    She was panicked for a moment, but was immediately suppressed. She didn't want her emotions to be manipulated by Song Chengran all the time.
    In the eyes of Grandma Song, the interaction between the two became the interest between husband and wife. She exchanged glances with Aunt Bao, thinking that the opportunity had come, and touched Lin An's hand and said, "An An, I just came back from my friend's house. I haven't seen her for a few years. I found that she already has two great-grandchildren."
    No matter how stupid Lin An was, she understood that Grandma Song was hinting that she and Song Chengran should have children, but she and Song Chengran hadn't done it yet, so how could they have children?
    When she thought of this, the touch of touching Song Chengran's body last night appeared on her lips again. Her old face flushed and she lowered her head shyly.
    Seeing Lin An like this, Grandma Song immediately chuckled again and turned to Song Chengran, "Chengran, you can't bully An An too much, her small body can't stand you. But if you can have a child earlier, I, an old woman, will feel at ease."
    "Grandma." Song Chengran's face was a little pale, but his tone was still very calm, "We are not in a hurry to have a child."
    Lin An pouted his lips. How could he not be in a hurry to have a child? He simply didn't want one.
    Grandma Song's thoughts were relatively old. When she heard her grandson say this, she was a little angry and raised her voice slightly, "Chengran, you are a man who is almost 30 years old. You can't always be without a child!"
    Seeing that Grandma Song's breath was a little unstable, Song Chengran was afraid that her asthma would flare up, so he quickly slowed down his tone and comforted her, "We will try our best."
    Lin An stopped playing with his fingers, and couldn't believe what he heard. On second thought, Song Chengran just gave an empty oath.
    "Mr. Song, please don't be angry. Be careful not to get sick." Aunt Bao also followed Song Chengran's words and continued, "Since Xiao Song said so, it means you want a child. Xiao Song, it's so late, you should take Lin An back to bed."
    The latter sentence was said to Song Chengran.
    Lin An never expected that things would develop so quickly, but Song Chengran did not mean to refuse.
    "Oh, I, an old woman, want to watch TV again. Let's watch TV here. ... Chengran, why don't you take An An back to the room to sleep?"
    Grandma Song and Aunt Bao secretly exchanged glances again, which Song Chengran naturally did not miss. He also understood Grandma Song's temper, which was to urge him and Lin An in various ways.
    The corners of his mouth could not help but rise, and strangely, he did not feel unhappy in his heart.
    "Let's go." Song Chengran stood up and saw Lin An still lowering her head, so he called her name again.
    "An An, follow me quickly." Lin An blushed terribly, and was urged by Grandma Song, so he had to follow Song Chengran's footsteps.
    The staircase was neither wide nor narrow. Song Chengran's tall body blocked the way in front, so Lin An couldn't get past him at all. He could only follow behind him dejectedly.
    He didn't know what Song Chengran was thinking. He usually cared about Grandma Song the most. Would he follow Grandma's wishes and really have a child with her?
    But... Lin An felt choked up when he thought of the scene when Wang Qimei entered Song Chengran's office during the day.
    Grandma Song's deliberately raised voice came from downstairs again, "My ears are getting worse and worse. No matter how loud the noise from upstairs is tonight, I, an old woman, can't hear it."
    Could this hint be more obvious! At this time, they had just reached the wide corridor, and Lin An ran past Song Chengran and hurried into the room.
    Song Chengran's natural reaction was faster than his consciousness. He wanted to go to the study, but just after taking a step, he turned around and walked towards the master bedroom.
    Lin An just stood in the room and panted heavily. Why didn't she usually see Grandma Song so active, but she was very energetic when it came to the matter of children.
    She patted her face and found it was incredibly hot.
    Lin An suddenly felt a dangerous breath approaching. Just as she was about to turn around, she heard the door closing behind her and the sound of the lock being reset.
    Song Chengran locked the door?
    The whole room suddenly fell into darkness. Her vision was suddenly deprived. She was so scared that her mind went blank. Then she noticed the tall man standing by the door. In the dark environment, she couldn't see his expression at all.
    Song Chengran's vision in the dark was better than Lin An's. Because of their height, he lowered his head to look at Lin An, as if he wanted to see every expression and movement of her clearly.
    Why was she always so cautious in front of him?
    Maybe it was because Song Chengran's inquiring eyes were too hot. The originally spacious bedroom was extremely shrunken at this moment. Only he and Lin An were left. The hormones of men and women seemed to be released. There was only a thin line between dry wood and fire to really burn.
    Lin An felt that the window must not be opened. The room was not ventilated enough, and the air was stagnant, making it difficult for her to breathe at this moment, and her throat was dry.
    Her eyes gradually adjusted to the darkness, and her first reaction was not to turn on the light, but to open the window.
    Song Chengran's Adam's apple moved up and down slightly, and he suddenly felt that the room was very hot. Sweat began to seep out of his back, and the collar of his shirt was a little tight. He unconsciously pulled down his tie and unbuttoned the first button. This action scared Lin An, and she stepped back hastily, "What are you doing!"
    Who knows what kind of mood Lin An, who tried to seduce him last night, said this.
    Lin An's guarded tone surprised Song Chengran a little. He was silent for a while, and then whispered, "Can I borrow the bathroom?"
    There is an independent bathroom in the master bedroom, but the whole house is obviously his, why is he so polite to her.
    Lin An suppressed the expectation that just jumped out, and his face became as ugly as if he was dying, "Okay..."
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