The Abstinence Doctor with Mysophobia (1V1)

Chapter 55: Turning Point

Chapter 55: Turning Point

The world was dark grey, and all creatures seemed to have lost their vitality.
    Song Chengran stood in the living room, and he didn't know how he got here. He found the surrounding furnishings very familiar, but he couldn't remember where he was.
    There were quarrels around him, and he turned around to see his father arguing with a woman, and Cao Ling was standing not far away, with pity on her face. Song's father looked very young, and the woman was also young and beautiful. He couldn't see the woman's face clearly, but he felt that she was a very important person.
    "Click." There was a little sound from somewhere, and there was someone else here. Song Chengran turned his head and looked at the source of the sound, and found that it was in the direction of the stairs. And a little boy was hiding in the corner of the stairs, shrinking and secretly watching the two people arguing. The little boy
    's face was very similar to Song Chengran, which made him feel a little familiar. Who is this boy?
    Song Chengran didn't have time to think. On the other side, the woman seemed very sad, with tears all over her face. The man's words made her angry. He pointed at Cao Ling and said that she was the only one he loved.
    The woman was heartbroken, pushed open the door and stumbled out. Song Chengran's heart was also on the woman, so he followed her out.
    A sports car was driving on the road at high speed, and it was too late for the woman to notice the car.
    In an instant, a long brake sound made the air freeze instantly, and the woman's body was knocked several meters away, and fell to the ground with a bang. Her limbs were twisted into strange postures, and the woman's bright red blood was centered on the back of her head, spreading slowly on the road.
    After comforting Cao Ling, Song's father chased out, followed by the little boy. The little boy was shocked, and the blood-red scene in front of him was reflected in his trembling pupils. His lips trembled, and he couldn't help but say from his throat, "Mom..."
    ...
    "Hu——" Song Chengran sat up from the bed suddenly, and his thoughts were suddenly pulled away from the long-lasting nightmare, making his whole body stiff, as if he was about to fall apart. His breathing was heavy, and the sound of his panting echoed in the room. There was still cold sweat of fear on his forehead, and the bloody and chaotic scene seemed to remain in front of him.
    After taking several deep breaths, Song Chengran stroked his forehead, his fingers deeply inserted into his black hair. For some reason, he dreamed of what happened more than ten years ago, but he didn't want to recall it at all.
    With an empty heart, he habitually touched the bed next to him, wanting to hug a warm body, but the reality disappointed him, he only touched a pile of cold air.
    There was no one in the bed next to him, and he didn't remember what happened immediately after waking up from his dream. He got out of bed, went downstairs in the dark, and searched around in the kitchen, bathroom and other places, but didn't see Lin An.
    Looking at the empty house, it was so empty. Song Chengran was stunned, and then he remembered that Lin An had left.
    Habits are terrible things. Unknowingly, Lin An has invaded his life. She has been in every place in his house.
    Since she left, he feels that the whole house is empty.
    He should get used to it.
    Song Chengran stood there for a long time, but his face was very calm, as if he didn't care. Licking his lips, he felt dry as fire. He went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, but found that there was no water.
    If it were before, he could always drink warm water, because there would be someone silently taking care of everything for him behind his back.
    Song Chengran's eyes darkened. He boiled a pot of water and sat on the sofa waiting. After a while, he heard the sound of boiling water. The night was very quiet, and the gurgling sound of boiling water was particularly obvious. When he went to get the kettle, the boiling water accidentally overflowed, and the piercing pain immediately woke him up from his trance.
    Fortunately, only a few drops of hot water overflowed. Song Chengran put the kettle back in place and no longer had the mind to drink water. He sat back on the sofa, dazed, his eyes casually placed in one place, his eyebrows tightly knitted, pressing his eyelashes, and no one knew what he was thinking.
    If he had never seen the sun, he could have endured the darkness. He dared not accept the vigorous love, nor did he dare to face Lin An's passionate feelings.
    Song Chengran knew that he liked Lin An, but this love would only bring trouble to him and her. So he could only hide it in his heart and didn't intend to touch it. However, this feeling was completely out of his control, like a trapped beast that was bound, hitting his heart again and again. What
    if his love for her was sincere and not caused by a disease? This idea frightened him, but also made him happy.
    Song Chengran clenched his hands, and the thoughts that came to him caught him off guard. In the darkness, it was as if an invisible net covered him, slowly tightening, even breathing was not smooth, and all his limbs were tied tightly. Every minute and every second was extremely painful, his head ached, and his heartbeat became stronger and stronger.
    "Lin An." He murmured in a low voice, with an obscure voice that was not easy to detect. The two words, like ripples in the water, swayed in his heart for a few circles, and finally returned to silence.
    Maybe he really liked her.
    But it was useless for him to figure it out, and it was useless now. Some things, knowing them clearly, would make you even sadder.
    Lin Andi's traces completely left this house, little by little, slowly turning into an empty and blurred shadow in the sight, and finally disappeared completely.
    He didn't know how long he had been sitting there, and he didn't even notice that his body was numb. Song Chengran was awakened by the light. The bed curtains were not drawn tight, and the radiant light of the morning sun also woke up his drowsy mind.
    A new day began, and new sunshine came in.
    After Song Chengran washed up, he went directly to the community for a morning run. The treadmill at home had some problems these days, so he ran outside.
    The city has awakened, and there are people doing morning exercises in the community. Song Chengran took advantage of the enthusiasm of running and ran forward step by step, as if he could forget the person he had been thinking about in his heart.
    But he saw a familiar figure at a corner. Is she back? Song Chengran's heartbeat quickened, and he went forward without even thinking, "Lin An!"
    However, she was just a girl whose back looked a bit like Lin An. She was slightly angry because someone had disturbed her, but after seeing the appearance of the person who came, she was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly became shy.
    Song Chengran's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his black and white eyes trembled. The blood circulation was not smooth, and even his fingertips felt cold. He said in a hoarse voice, "Sorry, I recognized the wrong person."
    It turned out that he had always cared about her, and even saw a similar back and was ecstatic. Song Chengran walked home a little frustrated, feeling terribly sad. This was the punishment he deserved.
    He returned home with a heavy heart, and his hands and feet were so cold that they ate into his bones.
    The mobile phone placed on the table lit up at the right time, and received a text message from a stranger. Song Chengran had no intention of checking it. Unexpectedly, the content of the text message was an address, which was in this city.
    A sentence was attached to the address: Don't make Lin An sad, and don't let yourself regret it.
    The author has something to say:
    Doctor Song: I have received a lot of text messages recently (˙˙)
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