The Abstinence Doctor with Mysophobia (1V1)

Chapter 44: Ruining the Sex Life with My Own Hands

Chapter 44: Ruining the Sex Life with My Own Hands
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ecause of this sudden call, the two were forced to return to the car, and in a blink of an eye, they were on the way back to the hospital.
    Today was not the day when Song Chengran was on duty, and the doctor Jiang on duty had already performed an operation. Suddenly, an elderly man with serious heart problems came to the hospital, and his condition was critical. No one dared to take over a patient of this age easily, and only Song Chengran, who was experienced and had almost zero surgical failures, could operate.
    Who knew that Song Chengran, who was in the hospital almost every day, would be absent? Wasn't it because of her? Because of her selfish desires and irrational ideas, she took Song Chengran out of the hospital to play with her in the amusement park? When
    Lin An thought of this idea, he couldn't help but use force on the hem of his clothes. His heart inexplicably became cold, and he regretted that he shouldn't have made this request to Song Chengran. But he couldn't help, maybe he could only make things worse for Song Chengran.
    Lin An was able to hold back her self-blame at first, but after passing a few traffic lights, she seemed to lose her temper, tears streaming down her cheeks. In order to prevent Song Chengran from noticing, she even turned her head to the window and cried secretly.
    Song Chengran's physical discomfort had not completely subsided, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead. Because he was almost speeding, he had been paying attention to the vehicles on the road and did not notice Lin An for a while.
    When the traffic light at the intersection in front of him turned red, he stopped the car and realized that Lin An was surprisingly quiet. She had almost her whole body facing away from him, her shoulders were shaking slightly, as if she was enduring something.
    Song Chengran felt as if his heart was being grasped and squeezed by an invisible hand, which made him feel sore and painful. "Lin An?"
    Lin An's trembling shoulders suddenly stopped, and he dared not move an inch like a frightened bird. He slowly uttered, "Chengran, I'm sorry..."
    Song Chengran remained silent, a gloomy look appeared on his face, and his eyes became very dark. At that moment, he almost wanted to abandon everything and just wanted to stay with Lin An.
    "I shouldn't have asked you to accompany me. If it weren't for me, the hospital wouldn't be so anxious... I'm sorry for you--" "
    Lin An." Song Chengran's voice interrupted Lin An's words. This voice was much more urgent than before. Lin An turned around subconsciously.
    Song Chengran then blocked her lips, and his tongue broke in roughly, stirring and kissing as if he wanted to vent all the anger in his body. The teeth marks made her lips redder.
    Lin An's crying weakened, and the kiss lasted only a few seconds before leaving. The red light turned green, and Song Chengran, who had not yet calmed down, had already started the car again.
    Song Chengran could not say sweet words, but only proved everything with actions. Lin An's ups and downs seemed to be cured by him, and he wanted to get closer to him again in a daze.
    When they arrived at the hospital parking lot, Song Chengran's body had almost completely recovered. He hurriedly talked to Lin An and went upstairs to disinfect and change into surgical clothes.
    Lin An pursed her lips and said goodbye in a relaxed manner, but her heart was full of helplessness and reluctance. However, due to Song Chengran's identity, she could not keep him. She wiped away her tears, leaving only a slight redness at the end of her eyes. I just hope that everything will be in time when Song Chengran goes up.
    Lin An's thoughts were in a mess. She walked to the door of the hospital. Looking at the passers-by coming and going, she suddenly felt very confused. Noticing that others looked at her strangely, Lin An took off the cartoon headband on her head belatedly and put it in her bag.
    How did she get here? Song Chengran asked her to go home first.
    "You will be a father in the future." A newlywed couple walked over, their faces filled with ordinary and happy smiles.
    The woman's belly was not yet noticeably bulging, and the man touched her belly intimately and said something like "grow up quickly".
    Lin An watched them walk out of the hospital, and her heart softened unconsciously. When she was young, she had boasted that she would never have children. Because giving birth was too painful, she couldn't imagine that she could go through the pain of broken ribs for a man.
    Since she met Song Chengran, all her thoughts have changed. It would be great if she and Song Chengran could have children. Well, when Song Chengran is free from work, she must have several children with him!
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    The night is like a thick inkstone, so deep that it cannot be dissolved. It was already around three or four in the morning, and when the lights in the operating room dimmed, the patient's family members who were gathered outside came up anxiously.
    A young doctor came out of the operating room and said something that made the family feel relieved, "The operation was successful."
    The family members immediately said words of comfort and relief to each other happily, and grabbed Dr. Xiaobai's hand to thank him. Dr. Xiaobai was a little embarrassed. He was actually just a doctor's assistant. It was his master who really did the surgery.
    Dr. Song didn't like to negotiate too much with others, and he didn't even want to listen to the gratitude of the patient's family. So he was always pushed out by Dr. Song as a "shield", and he got used to it over time.
    On the other side surrounded by the crowd, a tall white figure quietly walked out.
    He looked at the medical propaganda knowledge posted on the wall of the hospital corridor, and his tense nerves finally had a break. When passing by an open window, the cold wind blew off his coat, and his black hair was blown up.
    Song Chengran stopped and looked at the star-like lights in the thick night in front of him. The thoughts in his mind gradually became clear.
    Everything returned to the daytime, and Lin An's bright smile seemed to pass by again in front of him. Close your eyes, and her voice vividly appears in your ears again.
    His tense brows softened, and after thinking of something, he lowered his eyes in sorrow. He cared about Lin An, and it was because he cared too much that today, because of her, he was almost completely occupied by desire.
    The greater the influence of Lin An on him, the lower his self-control became, and it was hard to guarantee that such embarrassing things would not happen again in the future. Even during the operation process that required concentration, he would think of Lin An from time to time.
    This is definitely not a good thing for a professional surgeon.
    If he didn't have skin hunger, he would believe that he had feelings for Lin An, but unfortunately he didn't. He was dominated by desire, so how could he be rational?
    He deeply understood that the deeper he explored the future, the more hidden dangers would be.
    His hands had become stiff after holding the scalpel for several hours, and his body was numb and sore. When he left, he saw Lin An's pitiful eyes, which deeply hurt his heart.
    He didn't want to see such eyes again.
    What should he do?
    The cool breeze made him feel a little cold. It must be autumn soon. Turning around, he walked in the long corridor. The shadows on the ground were stretched very long by the lights.
    He should think carefully about how to balance everything.
    After a certain figure appeared in his sight, Song Chengran stopped suddenly.
    His office was locked, and Lin An couldn't get in. She was sitting on the floor at the door, huddled up, holding the thermos bucket she brought from home in her arms. It was obvious who it was for.
    Song Chengran suddenly felt a very twisted feeling in his heart, and his mind was once again confused. He walked over quietly and found that she had fallen asleep because of the long wait.
    Song Chengran opened the door and carried Lin An into the inner room on the bed. Looking at her sleeping face, the decision in his heart became clearer and clearer.
    He didn't want to go on like this.
    Red Tea Gentleman: The torture will begin when it starts, excited_(:з」∠)_
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