The Abstinence Doctor with Mysophobia (1V1)

Chapter 9: The Desire to Touch Someone

Chapter 9: The Desire to Touch Someone

In the elegant psychological treatment room, a man with shoulder-length hair sat relaxedly on a leather sofa. His slim figure was outlined in a slim-fitting light-colored suit, and his handsome face had a faint, slightly playful smile.
    "Skin hunger." The man's charming eyes looked at the meticulous and clean man sitting in front of him - Song Chengran.
    Song Chengran did not refute the man, but just looked back at him indifferently.
    Seeing that Song Chengran didn't react, the man continued, "Dr. Song, you have developed skin hunger due to the extreme lack of parental love in your early childhood."
    Song Chengran's eyelashes trembled, and his voice was low and powerful, "Here, I'm your patient."
    "Okay, my patient." The man was not angry at Song Chengran's interruption, and the playfulness on his lips did not diminish, "With this symptom, you actually like contact with others less and less. Psychologically, you restrain the idea of ​​touching other people's skin, and you don't want others to touch you. Over time, it has developed a pathological severe mysophobia."
    "Song Chengran, you have so many symptoms." The man smiled with the corners of his lips curled.
    Song Chengran looked up, glared at him, and warned him in a low voice, "Su Lang."
    The man called Su Lang immediately shut up and made a zipper gesture with his hand to indicate that he would not say any more, but he started talking again the next second, "You have ignored me for two years, why did you make an appointment these days? Could it be that your mysophobia has become abnormal?"
    Song Chengran shook his head, lowered his eyes, and looked at the cup of black coffee on the table, "It's skin hunger."
    "Huh?" This answer surprised Su Lang, "Your desire to touch others is getting stronger and stronger?"
    Song Chengran looked at the hot white smoke floating out of the black coffee, his eyes unconsciously dimmed, "To be precise, it's the desire to touch someone."
    Su Lang was more and more surprised, and almost couldn't maintain his calmness as a famous psychological counselor in front of his long-time friend, "You mean, you like women?"
    "No."
    "So, it's a man?!"
    Before Song Chengran could reply, Su Lang's expression became very aggrieved, "Song Chengran, since you like men, why don't you choose me first? The one who is close to the water gets the moon first."
    Song Chengran was speechless, took a sip of black coffee, and then continued, "That person is my wife."
    "So it's a woman, that's good." Su Lang just took a breath, and when he reacted, he was scared again and almost jumped up from the sofa, "You are married? You haven't contacted me for two years, and you told me you are married as soon as you came!"
    Song Chengran was obviously used to Su Lang's fuss, "Yes."
    "It's actually my rival in love!" Su Lang gritted his teeth. Although he was a man, he always liked to pester Song Chengran during his school life. Because of his rather feminine personality, he attracted a lot of malicious eyes.
    At that time, only Song Chengran was special. Although he was cold to Su Lang, he was extremely cold to everyone. Su Lang's head was hot, thinking that he had a cool personality and was good at studying, so he kept running behind him.
    Although Su Lang is a gay, he does treat Song Chengran as a real friend, although he also makes a lot of jokes.
    Song Chengran warned him again, "Su Lang, be serious."
    "Ahem." Su Lang deliberately cleared his throat, and then put on a serious look, "Go ahead."
    Song Chengran simply explained what happened in the past few days. The more Su Lang listened, the uglier his expression became, "You are so good, Song Chengran, you have a little wife but haven't done it for half a year, and you finally had sex in the past few days?" Song Chengran
    frowned, "She didn't agree, I raped her."
    When talking about the word rape, Song Chengran felt a little unnatural. He didn't expect that one day he would be associated with this word.
    Su Lang almost laughed out loud, "Could it be that your technical ability is not up to standard and the girl doesn't want to?"
    Song Chengran didn't know if his skills were bad or not. He only remembered that Lin An kept saying it hurt that night. So his skills should be considered bad.
    "Tsk tsk." Su Lang looked at Song Chengran with disdain. "Since she is your wife, isn't it your freedom to touch her and do whatever you want? Why don't you just leave her there?"
    Song Chengran's eyes were rolling, dark as a deep pool.
    The reason why he didn't get close to Lin An was that he was afraid that she would know his humble and ugly secrets, his dark childhood, and his desire to touch the human body. This desire tortured him day after day, year after year.
    He also had a crush on a girl in middle school. He touched her arm skin too many times, so many times that the girl noticed his abnormality.
    Song Chengran never dared to get too close to others again. Only when he became an adult, as a doctor, working day and night, could he dispel his ugly thoughts that he could not show to others.
    He was even more afraid that his condition would be discovered by others. If he tried to accept Lin An, and Lin An also knew his unknown secrets because of contact with him and left in disgust...
    Song Chengran bit his back teeth, and the color of his eyes became darker.
    Su Lang is a psychologist and the only person who knows his background. He observed Song Chengran's expression and couldn't help but smile, "Why don't you try to accept your wife? She should like you."
    "No." Song Chengran pursed his lips and clenched his hands on his knees into fists, "She wants to divorce me now."
    "What the hell?"
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